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Me: #alone4life

I walk, its been about 4 hours now. My phone has been going off like crazy.

40 missed calls from Miko
30 missed calls from Nana
30 unread texts from Miko
65 unread texts from Nana
49 missed calls from Eren
2 unread text messages from Armin

I have been walking for ever, im hungry and tired.

I look around. Fields of grass, and a deserted road. I have been walking down a road that leads out of state. I have only seen 1 car drive by. It was a semi truck.

Le time skip~
9:00Pm

Its dark and cool. Still heading down the road and I'm starving, thirsty and tired. But i cant stop now, no. Not after i got this far.

I am walking down the middle of the road thinking.

Are they even looking for me? No. Why did Armin text me?
Why did Eren text me?
Why do i feel so light headed?

Honk honk

I quickly turn around to se a car zooming down the road, getting closer and closer. My mind blanks.

Pain. All through my body as the car runs in to me. I feel my self roll on top of the car and back off. I roll a little ways as my leg, head, chest and arm are burning with pain. I could see black spots start to form in my vision. I feel warm liquid form around my head.

I guess this is it. Im sorry for all i have done. Miko, you have been a great mother. Nana, please take care of Miko and propose to her already. Mikasa, i hate you so much but... Dont let Eren cause you as much pain as he did me. Armin, you get in that collage, i know you can. Jean, marco, you make a cute couple. Sadha and Connie, you eat alot but are great cooks.

Eren, i know i have been a dick but, dont do what you did to me, the mikasa. Im sorry i yelled at you. Im sorry i cause you pain. Im sorry you had to protect me so much. Im sorry that i was mean to you and mikasa. Im sorry you had to cheer me up when i was sad. I never returned those moments. I hope you and Mikasa the best of luck. Don't let anyone hurt her, like you did with me. It may have seemed like i hated you but truth is, i was jealous. I loved and still do, i love you Eren. Forever and alway. Im sorry i didn't tell you when i had the chance to. Instead i kept pushing you away.

Eren, i love you so fucking much it hurts. I want to see you smile on that sexy face. I want to hear that amazing laugh. I want to see those eyes on me always and never looking at anyone else. But... Im to late.

Im sorry Eren, i love you till the end and more.

Wow. I had an amazing talk with a certain person to day, if that person knows what im saying, here is my message to them.

'i hope he says yes!' And 'do you guys plans on kids? Like having one?'