67th Poem: Birthdays

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~First part (the bolded part) was written on my birthday, October 19th. I never finished this poem until now because...I just didn't really want to. I was already depressed enough so...yeah~


Some of you may know that today, 

October 19th, is my birthday. 

Whoohoo. So exciting.

I'm 15 years old now. Great.


Yeah, I don't sound too excited do I?

It's 'cause I'm not. 

I hate my birthday.


Especially when people try to 

tell me it isn't my birthday.

That my birthday is in November.


Bruh, I am pretty sure I know what day

I was born, unless my whole life is a lie.


My friend of three years,

sixth to eighth grade,

told me on my 13th birthday,

in eighth grade,

that I was born in July.


No, but that isn't the worst of it.

My other friend, 

the one who says that I am her best friend,

kept saying "it is not your birthday,

you are joking."


Hmm...


Actually yes, yes I am joking.

My whole life is a joke

so why not have this be 

the last determining joke.


Because I totally don't know my birthdate,

don't know what day it falls on the calendar.


No,

I wasn't born on this date,

fifteen years ago,

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