⚜️Leave me alone [meanie fanfiction]

Chapter 19.

<Mingyu's pov>

The next day after we got back from the trip, I went over to Wonwoo's apartment. I think that it'll be a good time to clarify some things with him...

"Wonwoo, I'm here!" I yelled into the seemingly empty house. Sighing, I dragged my feet into his room and carefully opened the door to take a peek inside. Of course, the guy is still sleeping, what did I expect. I walked into the room towards his bed, his blanket crumpled and thrown onto the floor, pillows everywhere except underneath his head, he himself curled up into a tiny ball at the corner of the large bed. I swear this guy doesn't stay still in his sleep. I picked up his pillows and blanket and placed them properly on the bed, carefully lifting up Wonwoo's head, I slipped a pillow under to support his head so that he can sleep more comfortably and covered him with the blanket.

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"Wonwoo-ah, can I ask you a question?"

"Well technically you already did... just kidding, what is it?" Wonwoo joked, barely audible as his mouth is mouth stuffed with food. "Quick, don't leave me hanging!" He said after he swallowed his food.

"Um... I want to ask about... wonu." I said, trying my best not to sound too nervous. Wonwoo hasn't said a single word to me about wonu before, it's only natural that I'll feel like it's a not so pleasant subject to talk about. But I also feel that he can and should tell me his problems, since I'm his best friend after all.

"H-how did you know about him?" He asked as voice cracked. Oh no... what do I do? He doesn't seem happy about this. Should I just drop the topic and talk about something else? Oh shit, I can feel the tension in the air and it's getting suffocating in here.

"Oh god. This has gone too far. I can't allow this to happen anymore." Wonwoo cries as he pushed himself up and walked towards his room.

"What? Why? What's happening? Please tell me, Wonwoo." I pleaded and grabbed Wonwoo's wrist before he is out of reach. "I can't bear to see you like this, why are you upset about me mentioning wonu? It's okay to tell me. You trust me, right?" I continued. When I realize he wasn't going to respond, I spun him around and grabbed his other hand, making sure that he knows that I'm here for him. Unfortunately, he still refused to say anything.

"Why aren't you saying anything?" I said with a slightly annoyed tone in my voice, annoyed at the fact that Wonwoo doesn't trust me enough to tell me his problems.  Wonwoo continue to look down, his lips sealed shut.

"Look at me!" I practically yelled as those words left my mouth, I grabbed his hands with more force, but it wasn't on purpose. Wonwoo flinched from my sudden loud voice and winced from my tight grip.

Wonwoo looked up, tears welling in his eyes. His eyes finally met mine. Loud sobbed echoed in the eerily silent living room as tears flowed endlessly down his cheeks.

"I'm sorry," Wonwoo said in between sobs. Oh man, now I feel bad for making him cry. "I'm sorry." He repeated. I pulled him into a hug as he buried his face in my chest and cried.

For what it seems like forever, we stood there in the quiet living room each other's arms, the only audible noise is Wonwoo's soft sobs.

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"Are you calm now?" I ask softly so that I don't frighten him further. I carefully handed him a cup of warm tea that I've just brewed and had set aside to cool so that it doesn't burn when Wonwoo drinks it. Wonwoo is now sitting on his bed with his legs crossed, sipping on the tea.

"Yea, sorry about that..." Wonwoo replied with a shy tinge of pink on his cheeks and his eyes still red and puffy and staggered breaths from all the crying.

"No, I'm sorry for pushing it so far, I should have known my place." Flashing Wonwoo the brightest smile I could master.

"Please don't say that, Mingyu. It'll make me sad." Wonwoo pouted as he held my hand. The places he touched sent electrifying feeling throughout my body, releasing butterflies in my stomach and makes my mind go muddy. I couldn't think of anything but to smile like a dork at his little gestures which could mean nothing at all to him. 

"I'll tell you." Wonwoo said, breaking the comfortable silence. "I'll tell you about the other me."

"Well, I guess it's story time for me then!" I said, sitting up straight and stretching my arms in the air only to slump back to my original lazy position, giving my most attentive listening ears to Wonwoo, earning a fond smile from him.

If only I could be this attentive during class, I would probably be scoring all A's.

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A/N
Heyyyyy sorry for not updating in so long. Didn't feel like writing :/
NOT TO WORRY the feels back ٩(˃̶͈̀௰˂̶͈́)و
and OMG HAVE U GUYS SEEN SVT_CHECK IN? HOLY SHIT ITS SO GOOD MINGYU'S HAIR IS ORANGE JESUS CHRIST AND Wonwoo OMG don't even get me started on how hot he looks WHO AM I KIDDING ALL OF THEM ARE HOT AF- MEANIE MOMENT URGGGGG is it even considered a moment right there? I don't even know anymore. It's like 12am here and it looks like I'm not getting any sleep tonight and guess what, theres exam tomorrow. Wonderful

URGGG MY HEARTU