the smell of disinfectant and tears.
i wake up to see josh and jenna crying by my beside.
what's wrong??
i try to convey these thoughts to words, but i can't talk.
"hi ty." jenna says, smiling
i grab a notepad and write
"why are you crying?"
"we're just happy you're alive buddy."
"what happened?"
"a really bad seizure. there were some affects tyler."
josh starts crying again, and the normal smell of flannel has been replaced with disinfectants.
"what?"
"they don't know if you're gonna get your voice back ty."
