"josh?"
"yeah ty?"
i was out for a drink with my friend. i never drank alcohol but my friend had frequently drank it. i decided to try a drink just this once. after all i was 21.
"i can't find anyone. i want a relationship like you and jenna have." josh says as he takes a sip of his murky brown drink.
i fiddle with my water bottle and looked at my yellow haired friend.
"but josh, you have Molly."
Molly was Josh's friend. With her pink hair and septum piercing, Molly had a noticeable crush on the drummer, and Josh had a big crush on her as well. it seemed to me they were perfect for each other.
"i know. but she won't ever like me. i can't get her. i can't get anyone."
"i know she likes you josh. she's told jenna before. she has a big crush on you."
"are you sure ty?"
"yes josh."
"she makes me really happy tyler. does jenna make you really happy?"
"yes and no. she makes me so happy, but something else is trying to keep happiness away from me."
"blurryface?"
"yeah josh."
"im sorry ty."
"its ok josh. i'll beat him."
but as blurry loomed over my shoulder, i wasn't so sure about what i had said.
