Being in the other side of the world, I get to hear the news like a few hours after. Today has been a shitty day and I come home with the news that you left?
I can't look at any pictures of you and the girls without breaking down and cry because how can I look at it? How can I relive the memories but remembering what happened today? I thought that you all said that you are gonna stick together no matter what.
The meaning of post that Dinah uploaded a couple of days ago just.....
Changed.
You changed. I thought that it was for the better. I thought you were finding yourself. I didn't expect that you would leave.
Fifth Harmony.
The only fucking group that kept me sane. That kept me strong along these fucking hardships that I went through everyday. YOU, Camila, did most of it because you told me to be the best I could be.
And I stayed in this fucking fandom since their first auditions so I have the right to get all these pent up anger inside of me.
How can I believe you when even the fact that it wasn't you that told the whole fucking entire world that you are leaving was a fucking representative.
Lauren came out as Bi last month and exactly a month after you came out of the group.
What the actual fuck, Camila.
If you only just explained. If only you told us something. Anything.
I wouldn't be crying like a fucking mess.
I don't care that your reason was 'you found a better future without them' or 'you want a solo career' or some shit then GOOO I don't care but you didn't tell us shit. I just want some closure.
DONT GO ALL FUCKING ZAYN ON ME BUT EVEN ZAYN GOT A REASON TO TELL EVERYONE.
A huge fucking pain in my heart just keeps on throbbing in my chest. Tears doesn't seem to stop anytime soon. My mind is all over the place. I'm not saying that I hate you, Camila.
I love you. With all my entire being that I love you more than my Harry Potter collection. Each fiber on my bones just feels the love I have for you but I just felt betrayed.
I will still continue on supporting you. I will be there when you need me. I will do everything that I could to protect you. Because before this even happened. Before these rumors started.
You were our Camila. Our Koala. Our Banana Princess. Our Clumsy Mila.
You still are.
I'll miss the ot5 moments. I'll miss the cute little things you do onstage with the girls. I will miss the hugs you give to Dinah. I'll miss the moments where Ally just takes care of you. I'll miss the way how Lauren looks at you whenever you're singing. I'll miss the normila moments.
I'll miss you with Fifth Harmony.
I am not mad at you. Just disappointed. This is just my message for you.
Please put yourself first after this. Please look out for yourself. Keep being happy with everything you are doing.
We want our Banana Princess okay and well.
I love you, Karla.
Forever will be your family,
Lauren's Doughnut aka Sarah
(Please don't say I'm a fake fan. I'm sensitive rn maybe later or some shit but 😢)
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Forever OT5 in our hearts😔❤
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You can hear my heart breaking into tiny little pieces💔
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