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Violet

Sitting on my bed , I grab my laptop turning it on and sign into Twitter . The comments pile up on the picture that Luke took of me and him .

' ew not her '

' wtf she's still with him?!'

' she's ugly '

' go dig a hole and stay there already '

Tears brim in my eyes , someone takes the laptop I look to see Luke there shutting it . He says " Vi " I sigh closing my eyes whilst the tears drop down my cheeks .

Luke pulls me into a hug , I let out cries into his chest hitting him with my hands . He says " hey it's okay shhh " rubbing my back , telling me to breathe slowly in and out .

Hiccups escape me but I slowly calm down , Michael's eyes widen at the sight of me . He asks " Violet? What's going on? " Luke says " fans got too much again ."

Michael sits on the bed grabbing my laptop looking through the comments , he sighs says " I'll respond back ." I nod just resting in Luke's arms , he kisses the top of my head .

I whisper " I love you " Luke says " love you too " rubbing my back , he sighs passing me penguin to hug . Getting into my bed , Luke pulls the cover up to my shoulders laying next to me .

His arm rests on me , whilst I move penguin in between us he smiles kissing me on the forehead again . I whisper " thank you " Luke whispers " no thank you for everything dunno what I'd do without you Vi ."

Making me smile a little , sighing I whisper " what's Mikey doing?" he shrugs whispers " doing a video to talk to them ." I nod getting up slowly , Luke helps me up carrying my oxygen tank for me .

We go down the stairs going straight to the basement , it gets hard to breathe again . Luke bites his lip asks " you okay?" I nod catching my breath .

When it comes to stairs , breathing isn't easy it's like my lungs are on fire screaming for oxygen . Michael looks at me says " hey Vi " I say " hey sorry ill be over one sec " he walks over to me worried .

Ash asks " hey Vi wanna play the drums?" I nod say " yea sure " walking over to where he is . Michael says " well the rock star is back " I say " hey! I never left!" Making him laugh a little .

I sit down on the seat , putting in headphones and Michael films me playing the drums . Luke smiles at me more , noticing how my mood is lifting .

Ashton says " woah stop Viiii! You forgot something " I pout say " hey spoiled it!" he smiles . Calum talks to Michael they sit filming something , whilst Luke and Ash help me with drumming .

I get up leaning against Luke , he says " wanna watch a film?" Ash says " we'll go upstairs " getting off his seat heading up the stairs . Groaning I make my way to the stairs , Luke says " hey get on my back " grabbing the oxygen tank .

Getting onto his back , Luke holds onto my legs going up the stairs . I bury my face into his back almost falling asleep , Ash asks " mean girls?" Luke nods .

Luke

I put Violet down on the sofa , grabbing a blanket and some popcorn . Turning off the lights , putting on Netflix and Violet moves into my lap .

She whispers " can we cuddle?" I nod smiling pulling her closer to me . Violet kisses my cheek , Ash asks " what's gonna happen about our band?."

I say " we can't properly tour until Vi is a bit better but I'm not leaving her alone at home " Ash nods says " yeah I'm not leaving Vi either ." Violet smiles at him , her eyes going back to the film and eats some popcorn .

Michael comes into the living room asks " Luke can I talk to you?" I nod getting up , Violet cuddles into Ashton . We go into the kitchen , he sighs says " if we don't tour the manager is going to drop us ."

My eyes widen at the thought of us no longer having a manager , the money stops coming in and then I can't pay for Violet whatever she needs .

I say " Mikey we can't not tour or not have a manager , Violet needs the money etc " he nods says " I know we need to check with the doc and bring Vi with us ."

Going back into the living room , Ash pouts says " I can't cuddle with you anymore " kissing Violet's head . She looks up pouts asks " do I have to move?" I shake my head sitting down next to her .

Violet sighs moving back into my lap , hugging me and I wrap my arms around her . She whispers " what's going on?" I whisper " don't worry I'll sort it ."

Her focus goes back to the film , but I'm too busy staring at the floor what if she can't tour? What if I have to lose our manager and can't pay for Violet's treatment?

The worry fills my thoughts but I ignore it , putting my focus on Violet . Things for now are gonna be okay , Ash goes down to the basement .

The shouting starts .

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