A Very Special Romance (BOOK 3 COMPLETE)

Chapter 47

CHANIEL'S POV

I met you in the dark
You lit me up
You made me feel as though
I was enough
We danced the night away
We drank too much
I held your hair back when
You were throwing up

Napatigil yung oras sa narinig ko yung kumanta, dahan-dahan kaming napalingon sa stage. Namilog yung mga mata ko nang may kayakap na na gitara si Eros saka kaharap niya yung mic niya. Natahimik yung paligid.

Then you smiled over your shoulder
For a minute I was stone-cold sober
I pulled you closer to my chest
And you asked me to stay over
I said, I already told you
I think that you should get some rest

Nag-wave na ng hands yung iba pang mga nanuod. Yung spotlight ay nasa kanya lang. Pero, hindi yun yung iniisip ko, he's closing his eyes while singing. And, I'm crying too much. Kung hindi ko mapipigilan ang emotions ko, baka...di ko masunod yung Ate ko.

I knew I loved you then
But you'd never know
'Cause I played it cool when I was scared of letting go
I knew I needed you
But I never showed
But I wanna stay with you
Until we're grey and old
Just say you won't let go
Just say you won't let go

Just say you won't let go???? My gas! Sobrang nagluluha na ang mata ko, di ko mapigilan yung malalambot na pakiramdam sa puso ko, I can't even...stare at my sisters, I should stare at him. I shoud be...I should be listening to his voice like persuading me not to let him go. Did he hear?

I wake you up with some breakfast in bed
I'll bring you coffee
With a kiss on your head
And I'll take the kids to school
Wave them goodbye
And I'll thank my lucky stars for that night

When you looked over your shoulder
For a minute, I forget that I'm older
I wanna dance with you right now, oh
And you look as beautiful as ever
And I swear that every day you'll get better
You make me feel this way somehow

I'm so in love with you
And I hope you know
Darling, your love is more than worth its weight in gold
We've come so far my dear
Look how we've grown
And I wanna stay with you
Until we're grey and old
Just say you won't let go
Just say you won't let go

For the first time...I decided, I will.......never let go of him. Hindi pwede. Mahal na mahal ko siya. Baka, mawawala siya sa akin. Not ever...if he achieved his dreams without me. Then me, I will achieve my dreams with him. Iba ang prespective natin sa kung paano natin aabutin ang pangarap natin.

I will decide....there is nothing wrong with achieving my dreams.....cause I feel...I feel...mapapatawad ko ang sarili ko kapag narinig ko yung mga katagang.... 'I love you, too." Galing sa kanya. Cause that second edition I-love-you means apology-accepeted.

I wanna live with you
Even when we're ghosts
'Cause you were always there for me
When I needed you most

Ngumiti ako na patuloy pa rin sa pag-iyak. I wanna live with you, too even when we're ghosts. Kahit ano pang creatures yan.

I'm gonna love you 'til
My lungs give out
I promise till death we part
Like in our vows
So I wrote this song for you
Now everybody knows
That it's just you and me
Until we're grey and old
Just say you won't let go
Just say you won't let go

Just say you won't let go
Oh, just say you won't let go

When he said the last lyrics....I can feel his saying that to me. Just say you won't let go. Ngumiti ako. One day. One day...he will say that he loves me too, I only need to say...I won't let go.

"I won't let go..." nagkibit balikat ako kay Jenelle.

"Pwede na ba siyang mangarap kasama ang asawa niya Jenelle?" Jessica.