I cried myself to sleep two days ago. again. ugh.
I don't know what to do. I wish I could fix everything and have a life that makes me happy most of the time but instead I have this rollercoaster of emotions that I don't understand. And I know I'm not the only one and I know that venting on here is terrible to you guys.
I should just stop. I'm probably making you feel terrible and that's not what I set out to do. You mean so much to me and I'd hate to be the reason that YOU'RE crying yourself to sleep. Plaguing you with my worries is not what a good friend would do. I'm sorry.
