What Happens on the Neon Lights Tour.... (Nemi)

The Countdown

Demi

Waking up in Nick's arms felt so right. It also made me sad thinking that he was leaving me soon & I wouldn't be able to sleep in his arms for a while. I tried not to think about him being with Olivia, but I wouldn't have a choice very soon. We were heading down to Los Angeles later today. Nick would be reunited with Olivia at his home, that he pretty much shared with her in L.A. I would go home alone & then wouldn't see him until my show the next day in Anaheim.

"Why the sad face?" Nick's husky voice disturbed my thoughts.

I hadn't realized I was making a sad face as I laid beside Nick. I looked into his eyes, smiling. "I'm going to miss you. We only have a few more hours together." My voice was cracking, as I felt a knot in my stomach & a lump in my throat. I couldn't believe how much I was going to miss him, now that I realized just what kind of love I felt for him. Dammit. Why couldn't we have figured this out years ago, before Wilmer & Olivia came into the picture?

Nick rolled so he was hovering over me, then was smothering my mouth with his in a deep kiss. After a minute of making my toes curl, he pulled his mouth from mine, still keeping his eyes closed for a moment after. "Mmmm...." He said before opening his eyes. "We still have a six hour drive to L.A." His grin was infectious. I always adored his smile, but now when he smiled at me, it did things to my body. Things that I loved. This feeling in my heart was growing & I was a little scared.

"The countdown begins." I sighed, sadly, as I wiggled out from under his arms to sit up on the bed. I was naked, so I reached for my tshirt that was on the floor.

Nick's hands were on my hip, then on my thigh, then I felt an amazing sensation travel all over my skin. Nick's tiny soft pecks on my back were exhilarating. I groaned, holding my tshirt in my hands. "Don't you dare put that shirt on." Nick warned in between kisses. I couldn't help but to laugh. I turned a little so I could look down at him as he laid, resting his head on his hand.

"Why can't I put my shirt on?" I asked.

Nick flashed me a sexy smile. "It's still early. You have some time before you need to go pack."

"And what do I have time for?" I asked, looking down my nose at his handsome face.

Nick slipped his hand in between my thighs, while his eyes burned with lust. "I think you know." I felt his fingers brush my lips, down there, as his tongue licked his own lips. "We may have to tell Max what's going on, because I plan on making love to you all the way to L.A." Nick's sexy voice made my heart race in my chest.

I leaned down to kiss him, then I laid my body, horizontally, on top of him. I moved my legs so my opening was ready for him & he took that cue, to slip his hard cock inside me. The feeling was heavenly, as I moved to a sitting position on his lap, my eyes, lustfully, staring into his. Nick sat up, abruptly, leaning on one arm, while the other snaked around my waist. He thrust up into me, while I passionately kissed my lips. My arms wrapped around his shoulders as I grinded against him. Our grunting as we kissed was sending vibrations through my body that only intensified our lovemaking. We climaxed, our bodies shaking in unison, before we both collapsed on the bed to catch our breath.

I got dressed a few minutes later & snuck back to my room to pack up my things. I wanted to stay here, so badly. I wanted to stop the world. I knew this wasn't possible. I ate my breakfast with Natalie in silence & ignored her questions asking me what was wrong. Once I got to the bus, later, I sucked in my breath when I saw Nick talking to Max. Oh my God, was he telling Max? I held my breath when they both looked at me, Nick smiling, sweetly. He sauntered over to me.

"Max is going to ride in the car." Nick said in a low voice. "I told him how we had work to do since we weren't going to see each other much tomorrow & we didn't want to annoy him." He winked at me. "Six hours." He held up his fingers, for emphasis, as he mouthed it to me.

"The countdown begins." I whispered, smiling on the outside, but screaming on the inside.

Between the loud noises of the bus engine & the music that the bus driver blared while he drove, I knew he wouldn't hear me & Nick if we got loud once in a while. The first hour, Nick & I cuddled on the couch, listening to music. I forced Nick to dance with me, since I knew he could dance now. I saw his bits from 'Hairspray' & 'How to Succeed.' I saw his 'Funny or Die' bit, so there was no denying the guy could move. He just needed to be comfortable. I made him comfortable enough for him to dance with me. His hands roamed my body while we held each other close & his lips kissed mine, sensually.

We stopped for lunch after the first hour of driving & Nick & I sat next to each other at the table. I felt his hand squeeze my leg a few times under the tablecloth. His foot got involved, too as he slipped his leg behind mine & bounced our legs together. Our hands were barely touching as they rested on the table next to each other, but I could feel the currents coming from his skin to mine. Every once in a while, one of us would move our hand enough so our skin was touching. I couldn't wait to get back on the bus.

I attacked him once the bus started moving, after we got back on. We were safe anywhere since the driver wasn't going to leave his spot. I closed the curtain separating us from our driver & I pushed Nick down on the couch to fuck him. He sat up, keeping his shirt on & I rotated on his member until we were both coming, trying to not scream out in ecstasy.

Hour four we headed back to the bedroom to make love, this time a little slower & romantic. Nick moved over me, slowly, looking into my eyes & kissing me gently. Our breathing was heavy as we moaned, as quietly as we could manage. I was definitely louder than Nick, but I tried to hold it in so we wouldn't accidentally give ourselves away. I guess if the driver heard us, I could pay him to keep quiet. Nick's mouth on my neck & earlobes made me groan a little deeper. Nick thrusting up into me, deeply, made me whimper, loudly, trying to hold back a scream. I couldn't get enough of him. I felt my nails dig into his skin on his shoulder & felt him suck in a breath next to my ear. I better stop that or he'd have to explain it to Olivia. "Hmm..." I thought to myself as an evil smile crept on to my mouth. "Would I mind if Olivia saw some scratches on his back?" The thought was in my head, knowing I wouldn't mind, but I knew I'd regret it. I tried to refrain from grabbing him so hard from that point on. My orgasm was pretty intense, probably since we were staring into each other's eyes. It made the enjoyment, immeasurable. I felt it with every nerve in my body. I felt it in every organ in my body. It was almost too much to handle & took me a while to come down from that high. I laid in Nick's arms while I regained my composure.

Our last hour was the most painful, emotionally. We made love once more, finishing as the bus slowed to a stop. We took our time getting dressed, then made our way out of the bedroom at the back of the bus. The driver was already off the bus, probably stretching his legs. Nick grabbed his bag, then reached to grab me with one arm, pulling me against his body. His lips met mine, gently & our goodbye kiss made me want to cry.

"Is it okay if I say I love you?" Nick asked in a low voice, with our foreheads touching.

My heart skipped a beat or two & I felt tears burning the back of my eyelids. I bit my lip & nodded. He kissed me again, softly. "I love you, too." I whispered as he pulled away from me. He held my hand as we walked to the end of the bus, then glanced at me with a smile before he let go of my hand before we went through the opening to go down the stairs, exiting the bus.

My heart stopped when I saw Nick's face light up, then realized he was looking at Olivia who stood by his car, waiting to take him home. She squealed & ran into his arms & I felt myself get ill. I wanted to throw up. I was still standing on the stairs of the bus & realized that I couldn't do this yet. I wasn't ready to pretend. I wasn't ready to meet her. When Nick's lips crashed into hers, I backed up, slowly & shut the bus door. I was sobbing, uncontrollably as I watched, out the tiny crack in the curtain, Nick look back at the bus, a look of regret on his face. What was the regret? Did he regret being with me or did he regret kissing Olivia in front of me? He had no choice, really. I watched Nick shrug his shoulders as he spoke to Olivia, who looked confused. They got in the car together & drove off & it felt like my world was ending.