My Book Of Poems

To The Boy I Loved But Let Go

There's days when my chest feels nothing but empty or hollow and there's days when I can feel it aching. Today was one of those days...in the mist of my day with no thought at all, you appeared. You popped into my mind like a pop up ad on a computer. From nowhere at all to suddenly making me want to curl up into a ball. I don't know if it's actually me missing you or just the feeling that came along with it. Because all I could think of was the happy times we shared with our friends and along by ourselves but when I do, my stomach starts to knot, realizing the bad that came with all that good. My chest has been in a constant pain and I've tried drugs, drinking, drawing, writing, anything to numb that pain. That ache. But let's face it, you're stuck in my veins and maybe, just maybe, I'm okay with that.

Written By: BistyC