"Carl dinner time!" Rick yells.
I open my door and walk down the steps to the kitchen.
He hands me a plate of food.
I look up and see....
Maggie, Glenn, my dad, Michonne, Daryl, Carol.
Sitting with us.
I pick at my food.
"Hey Carl, eat bud gives ya energy." Glenn says.
I haven't ate for a week...
Ever since Ron died...
I shake my head "im not hungry.." i lie.
"Yes you are Carl... It been a week since you have eaten. Now eat." Daryl demands.
I throw my plate angrily across the room.
"Im not hungry!" i yell.
Maggie gets up and walks over to me.
She then whispers in my ear.
"I know Carl how you feel... It hurts a lot."
"NO ONE KNOWS HOW BAD THIS PAIN IS!" i say full on yelling now.
"Carl please calm down." Daryl says.
I look down "None of you get it..." i whisper.
"Carl, he is not worth---" i cut Rick off by slapping him across the face.
"I MISS HIM AND HE IS WORTH EVERY SINGLE TEAR AND PAIN!"
I yell.He holds his face.
"HE WAS MY BEST FRIEND HE STOOD THERE WHEN EVERYONE WASEN'T HERE!" i yell.
Daryl comes up to me and says "Carl. You need to calm down."
I drop to the flor and put my head in my hands.
"Carl. Can we he---" maggie gets interrupted by me saying "Get out!"
They give me a look saying 'what?'
"YOU HEARD ME GET OUT!" i yell.
Daryl comes up to me and bends down to my level "i know what your felling Carl let me Help y---" i cut him off by standing up and getting my gun out and pointing it to his head.
"I swear to god if you don't leave i well shoot you!" i warn.
"Carl put the gun down!" Michonne yells.
"Carl please stop this!" Carol pleads.
Daryl gets up slowly and walks out the door with everyone following except my dad of course.
I put my gun in my pocket and walk upstairs.
With even more pain then i imagined....
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wanting Ron (Rarl)
Fanfictionwhen a boy named Ron thinks there is no other way out so he takes the easy path, but well anyone miss him?