wanting Ron (Rarl)

reality (7)

I wake up.

I quickly put some cloths on and slip my boots on.

I take my hat and put it on my head.

Then i put my weapons belt on and grab a bag and stuff 4 comics inside with some junk food.

I open my door and walk down the stairs.

I look around before opening the door quietly and closing it quietly.

I turn around and tip toe down the steps.

I then meet the concrete and start walking.

I walk up to the gate and make a thumbs up sign and he nods and opens the gates.

I walk out of the gate.

I walk down the street and into the woods again.

I look around a see Ron at our tree again same spot.

I run over to him and sit down beside him.

He smiles at me.

I open the bag and get the 4 comics out and junk food.

I smirk.

He laughs and says "yeah ya!"

I laugh along and say "yep!"

I pick up some chocolate.

But he doesn't.

I furrow my eyebrows and he notices and says "im an angel remember i cant eat."

I look down and sadly nod.

He take my head and lifts it up and says "but im still here."

I chuckle but not because something was funny...

I hug him and say "please don't leave ever again."

I feel him nod his head and say "i wont."

"So... Want to read some---!" i got cut off by someone saying "carl."

I turn my head slowly around to be met with Maggie,Glenn, and... My stupid father.

I turn my head back around and Ron is still there.

I whisper in his ear "can they see you?"

He shakes his head and says "only you can..."

I nod.

"Carl who are you talking too?" Glenn asks.

I look at Ron giving him a look for permission.

He nods so i say "to Ron."

Rick roles his eyes and says "CARL GIVE IT UP! HE'S G-O-N-E!" he spells out.

I stand up and say "well what about mom? Huh? What about when you could see her!" i comment.

"We well jot bring your mother into this! She was​ important!" he yells.

"YEAH DAD!IS RON NOT IMPORTANT!" i yell.

"No he was not!" Rick yells.

I try to jump at him and beat him to death but glenn holds me back.

"HE WAS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE!" i yell.

Oh no.

I slap my hand over my mouth.

I did not mean to say that...

No.

No.

No.

No.

Everyone looks at me with shocked eyes.

I turn around to see Ron was gone...

I then whisper something i DONT regret.

"If you ever talk about him like that ever again.... I.........

Well kill you."