reality 8 (pt 6)

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im sitting all the way in the back..  Alone.... With my knees propped up to my chest and my head resting on them.

Im all alone...

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I hear someone come back there close to me and sit down.

"Im sorry." i sniffle.

"Its okay... You hurt we all get it...." Daryl says.

"But you cant take it out on other people...." He says.

"Like Glenn..." he relates.

"He said Ron was---" i got cut off by Daryl.

"I know... I know he did." Daryl admitted.

"But doing what you do back there.... All the yelling and choking....and stuff.... That could cause someone to get hurt or even worse..."

"He needs to die."i whisper.

He said Ron was a nothing he deserves to die.

"What?" Daryl asks.

I shake my head and stand up putting my hat on.

I wipe my tears away and say "Nothing."

I walk up to the front were my dad is and say "im sorry."

He nods and says "its okay."

He brings me into a hug.

I then whisper "i just miss him to much...."

I feel him nod.

"I know....i know...."

"I think you should go apologize to Glenn..." Rick says.

"But dad.... He said Ron was---" he interrupted me by saying.

"I know he did son but you slammed him and choked him up against a tree..." he said.

I nod.

I walk over to glenn and he looks at me and gives me some kinda glare.

I cough and fix my hat.

"Im sorry." i apologized.

He stands up and says "okay." he then walks away.

I then let a few tears slip.

He hates me now....

Im losing everyone.

I then accidentally let a whimper slip.

Crap.

They hear me.

Glenn turns around and says "are you crying?"

I shake my head.

Rick stands up and says "of course he is crying glenn he said sorry and you did not even say anything but an okay?!"

Everyone is just staring at us.

Wow.

"Dad stop im fine!" i whisper yell.

"No your not!" he says.

"Im fine!" i say my voice cracking a bit.

"The boy is so sad just over a kid!" Glenn says.

I whimper again but soon you could just hear a sob come out.

Everyone turns there attention to me.

"You dont get it..."

"It hurts." i whisper.

"Leave Carl alone Glenn!"Maggie yells.

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