Gaanokahirap? Gaano kahirap ang mag-isa? Gaano kabigat sa pakiramdam na parang wala kang kakampi, walang nakakaalam sa sakit na nararamdaman. Minsan npapatanong ka, naramdaman na kaya nila to? Yung bang walang naniniwala sa kakayahan mo. Minsan mo nang sinubukan, binuhos mo ang lahat ng nasa puso mo para lang makitang masira at gumuho sa harapan mo.
Kaya ayaw mo nang tumuly. Yung mga paa mo, sumusubok gumalaw pero nanginginig na ang tuhod sa takot, ayaw mo nang humakbang. Dahil ayaw mo nang masaktan.
Yung kaisa-isang taong naniwala sayo, ayaw mo mang gawin pero kailangan mong pakawalan. At kahit na masakit, kahit na mahirap ay kailangan mong magpanggap, magpanggap na wala kang nararamdaman.
She parked her carin front of the store. Looking at Zachary who is busy doing his daily rountine at work. Slowly,
Zhaira remembered the day she saw Zachary for the first time after years apart.
I never expected that I'd see you again. Alcohol did good to me forgetting Raul. (her tears started to fall) But, tons of it can never be enough forgetting about you. And it's so painful.
She fakes a laugh while her tears falls down to her cheeks and chin.
"ha ha, mas madaling magpanggap na sobrang lasing, kesa magpanggap na, na sa puso ko wala kana"
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