Dear diary,
Am I still evil?
I don't consider myself evil... I've changed.
I've changed for the greater good. I put my life on the line to save the people of Auradon.
So why do everybody still give me judgemental looks?
All day today I've had to deal with another wave of students whispering about me. Ben tells me they're still warming up to the VK's and not to worry, but he doesn't understand.
Ben has never been judged. He's always been accepted. In his eyes this is a normal reaction that will be cured in a few days
But it's more than that. They think I'm a monster. They think I'm the secret second coming of my mother.
Have I not done enough for them to accept me?
I've changed myself for them, to make Ben happy.
And it's still not good enough...
°.✩┈┈∘*┈ 🐉┈*∘┈┈✩.°
Tears came as if, at long last, her accumulated ocean of brine was trickling through. Maybe she was overreacting? Maybe it was all in her head? Maybe she truly was overthinking like Ben told her.
But what if she wasn't? What if she really had to spend the rest of her getting judged? Spending the rest of her life surrounded by emotionally draining individuals.
Even the thought was enough to scare her into a corner.
YOU ARE READING
ᵇʳᵘᵗᵃˡ ; ᵐᵃˡ'ˢ ˢᵉᶜʳᵉᵗ ᵈⁱᵃʳʸ ✓
Fanfiction╰┈➤ᴵ'ᵐ ˢᵒ ⁱⁿˢᵉᶜᵘʳᵉ, ᴵ ᵗʰⁱⁿᵏ ; ᵂʰᵉʳᵉ'ˢ ᵐʸ ᶠᵘᶜᵏⁱⁿᵍ ᵗᵉᵉⁿᵃᵍᵉ ᵈʳᵉᵃᵐ¡! ❞ The tears flowed unchecked down her cheeks and dripped from her chin. She was too sad to cry out or wail, she just stood there as still as a statue while the magnitude of her loss s...
