Dear Diary ➤ Part 36

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Dear Diary,

The fact that everybody turned on me because of mistakes I made to please my power hunger, emotionally tea spoon of a mother says a lot about where our friendships stood.

I did something bad to Jay because I was taught that.

I created the drugging cookie to get the magical wand so I could finally be enough for my mother.

Yes, I hated Evie a lot with her perfect smile, and her perfect mother for Isle standards, and her perfect castle and everybody loved her and she didn't invite me to her birthday party and it hurt!

This is a facade. I'm not evil!

I didn't mean to give Carlos scars. I didn't mean to leave emotional damage on Evie. I didn't mean to leave nightmares on Jay.

I'm not some mean bitch that everybody keeps making me out to be!

And Ben saw that and now he's angry at me and he's disappointed and he doesn't know if he can trust me.

I don't care if the people trust me or not. I care about my friends and my partner. They are the people I care about and how have they not seen that

I just want to be heard but nobody is listening.

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