Reaching for the Star ✔

Chapter 16 ★ Clarify

☆ AJ ☆

Nasan ako? nasa loob ng kotse… naka tingin sa kawalan habang iniisip yun nang-yari kanina. Ano nga bang nang-yari kanina?

Nung nakita kong may tumulong luha mula sa mata ni angel kanina gustong gusto ko na saktan ang sarili ko. That was the first time that I saw it… yep another first pero ayaw ko na maulit yun. I know that this is all my fault wala naman syang ginagawang mali… but because of me being jerk like this nasasaktan ko na pala sya ng hindi ko sinasadya.

I don't want to see her sad face ever again. I just can't bare to see it. Kumikirot ang puso kong makita syang ganun. That is why I was planning on asking her kung sino ba talaga ang lalaking kasama nya kahapon just to clear things up inside my head. Para lang mapanatag ako.

I was about to ask her ng bigla sumulpot ang lalaki yun. All my resolve to ask her crumble down the moment I saw his face. I clench my jaw and my body tense that time kasi parang ang sarap nyang sapakin kung pwede lang sabihing mang'aagaw sya ginawa ko na! Kaya lang hindi pwede… wala naman akong karapatan. I know that already at parang isang sapak sa akin yun. I don’t know what to do anymore.

  

What's his name again? Jake? Whatever I forgot and I'm not planning to remember. Well that guy actually looks oddly familiar but I can't remember where I saw him and just like what I've said I'm not planning to remember.

Yeah bitter ako and so what?? Tss!

  

We actually have a gig later but I don't know kung ano ang pwede ng mangyari. Dalawa lang yan e…. it's either I can do it as a professional at matuwa ang mga manunuod or I will let my personal problem interfere with my performance at maging kahiyahiya kami.

And I don't think that's a good idea. That is why I have concentrate on forgetting angel just for tonight. Sigh… Yeah just for tonight and wish me luck. Sana lang magawa ko nga malimutan sya kahit isang gabi lang. Kahit ngayong gabi lang.

♥ Jessie ♥

Kakatapos lang namin mag-shopping ni kuya… pero naglalakad lakad pa rin kami dito sa mall. Ewan ko ba dito sa kuya ko may hinahanap ata pero ayaw naman sabihin kung ano. Hay! Bahala sya!

Let me tell you this… yung mga babae sa bawat napuntahan namin boutique kanina, lahat ng papa-cute sa kanya pero hindi nya pinapansin. Inasar ko pa nga sya. I told him "Jhace are you gay?" Tinignan nya lang ako ng masama at sinabi and I quote "I am just not interested and they are not my type."

I just said ok… but I find his answer weird. Why?? Because before Jhace is not like that. Once a girl flirt with him he will flirt back then if he's bored already he will excuse himself. Anyway… enough with my brothers’ behaviour. Gutom na po ako!

"Hey Jhace! Aren’t we going to eat dinner? It’s already..." at tinignan ko ang relo ko "7:25 pm and I'm hungry!" I whined and pout.

"Ok, where do you want to eat?" 

"Ahhm… can we eat at Kenny Rogers?" Tanung ko at tinuro ko yun restaurant, nahagip kasi ng mata ko e, haha. "I want to eat their FISH KEBAB… I’ve tried it once and it’s so good.” I even moan just thinking about that.