A Thick Girl & A Thug (Book II)

Chapter 28

Shea Pov

I just think I need some time to myself. It seems like Jay is always too busy to spend time with me. Last week he turned me down for sex. It may not seem like a big deal, but to me it is. I know I've gained a little weight since having the triplets, but damn it wasn't that much. Sighing I get out the car and grab Yasmine and Jamal, and Rachel the nanny got Jacob.  Walking into Meredith house, I place the babies into a crib she has in the livingroom. Instantly Jacob started crying. I couldn't help but smile at my baby. Jacob was going to be the mamas boy and I could tell. I can't do nothing without him wanting me go hold him. Jamal, now he was another story. He could care less if I held him or not. He rather spend time in his swing by himself. Yasmine, that girl, she's a mess. She loves herself some Jay. She will throw a fit if he's around and he's not giving her any attention. That's why I want Jay to think about retiring the game. Like, he missed Yasmine and Jacob saying dada.

"What are my babies doing here?" Meredith asked coming from upstairs with a big smile on her face. We were just here day before yesterday.

"Well mama, I was wondering if you could watch the babies and get Heaven and Lea off the bus. I just think I need a little time to myself." I said looking down. I should feel ashamed, being these are my kids. I just feel overwhelmed. 

"Baby look at me" I looked up to see her with a sad smile. "Becka go watch the babies while I talk to Shea."

"It's Rachel" she scoffed before going to the crib.

"She gone make me kick her ass, but how long have you been feeling like this?" She asked while pulling me towards the kitchen.

"For a little while now. I love my babies with all my heart, but I think I need a little space right now. Space from everything." She lifted my chin so I could look into her eyes.

"Have you talked to Jay about this Shea?" Yes, but he's barely home and when I do talk he act like he don't hear me.

"No ma'am, but I'll bring it up to him. C'mon Rachel let me drop you off at home." I gave Meredith a hug and kiss then my babies and I left. I know if I would have said yes she would talk to him herself, then he would be mad and say I'm telling our business.

After dropping off Rachel I headed to the grocery store and decided go get a few things. I plan on taking a few days away from the family, so Im just gonna grab a few things I know that's needed. I grabbed a cart and walked through Walmart grabbing things we needed.

"Hello beautiful" Some guy said reaching for a pack of steak. I looked up and took in his features. Jesus, it has to be a sin to look this good. Jay still have him beat in my mind, but damn.

"Um, hi." I said giving him a quick smile an hurrying off with my cart.

"Hey wait up." I heard footsteps catching up to me. Dammit. Boy get on bout you business.

"Yes?" I answered slowly turning around.

"I couldn't help but notice hou beautiful. This may seem weird, but I was wondering if I could take you out one day." He said looking down at me with his big grey eyes looking through me.

"Uh, I got kids" I said hoping this would make him leave me alone.

Tell me why he smiled and shrugged his shoulders.

"That's nice, I got a little one myself." He said taking a step closer. I smiled and looked up at him.

"Aww, ain't that cute. Well speaking of kids I need to get home to mines." I gave him a head nod then started walking off. He placed his hand on my cart to stop me. "Yes?"

"My name is Jayce, and I would love go have your number so I could hit you up one day. Maybe our little ones can play together?" He said with hopeful eyes. I took a deep breath, lord please don't let this go wrong.

"Sure, and my name is Shea by the way." I handed him my phone and he took time to put his number in.

"I saved it as Daddy Jayce." I instantly started laughing.

A little attention wouldn't hurt anything will it?