Insecurities [discontinued for now]

Chapter 6: Youtube Video

Jackson woke me up saying about a video.

I yawned as a response.

Then I heard my voice playing.

I jerked up and took the device from his hands.

--My heart beats like a DRUM
My arms just wait for the day to hug you tight
My calendar just waits for the day marked red
My confession just waits for my courage
Though I am still a timid fool
I hope this song I wrote for countless nights
Deliver my sincerity
Take one side of the earphone in your hand

Shall we?

I love you, baby I, I love you (for a very long time)
I love you, baby I, I love you

As soon as the song ended I looked at Jackson.

"Who the fuck heard me singing?!" I screamed.

I accidently kicked Jackson off my bed when I got off.

"Ouch, Jinyoung," Jackson grumbled as he got up to his feet.

"Jackson I can't go to school. I can't go to that place. If I-I do then I don't know what will happen and-" I panicked, pacing back and forth.

"Jinyoung," Jackson held me in place," Nobody will know it is you, if you hide yourself."

I nodded and tried to calm the fuck down.

Jackson forced me to go to school.

But what good is it if I go and come back at noon?

I pulled my hood a little bit above my eyes, and tighten then mask around my face.

When I stepped onto school grounds, everyone glaced at me. I went straight to my locked and put my things I didn't need until later onto the shelves.

And had to take off my mask.

School policies.

I heard a group of students talking.

And why do I care?

Because-

"Isn't that the kid who sung that song?"

"But isn't he suicidal?"

"How does some one like him have a good voice?"

"Maybe it was Youngjae?"

"It can't be. Youngjae has a deeper voice."

"But Jinyoung barley talks in school."

"Why would he post it?"

"To get famous and run from here, duh."

The group laughed before looking at me. They notice I heard it all, and they scurried away.

I sighed.

And pulled everything back into my bag.

Not even going to try today.

"Jinyoung?" It was Mark.

I looked over him.

"What?" I accidently growled at him.

"Chill, dude. I was wondering if you wanted to go karaoking with me," he flashed me a smile.

"If its about that video, no. I don't want to sing ever again, and I will never go karaoking. Especially with you," I slammed my locker shut before walking up towards my first class.

Yeah I know I wasn't going to go, but...

Maybe something good would happen?

...

I love winter. ❤.❤ its a good season. And its pretty asf. XD

Anyways...

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~ Angie