30. Walls

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Why won't she let me in
I ask myself. She's cold.
Sarcastic & mean. Yet I'm
still in love with her, why
won't she see?

I tell her that I love her, over
& over. She just stares at me
as if I'm an idiot. But I have
me back, or am I an idiot two
times over?

I'm gonna break down those
walls I tell her. She merely
stares at me & yet I smile broadly
& kiss her over and over.

I'm gonna break down those
walls. I just gotta make em fall!! They keep her away from me. Sealing her off from the rest the world. I need to break her free.

I love you so much. Don't you
love me?”

I ask. Of course I do She
sighed, as if it was a hard task.
Say it I say. She looks at me,
as if I've gone daft. But then her emotionless eyes suddenly
glazed over, with something not even an artist could draft.

I... I-i love you... She
muttered. Tears dripped down
chin. And then I grunted

Why is the one love, crying in
pain? Was it hard for her to
admit her love or have I broken
her? Like the wrecking of a train.

I held her close as she sobbed softly. There& then, I knew I
had broken down her walls
and she let me.

She knew that I loved her so.
And she loved me back, unlike
all the other hoes. I had broken down those walls, I had now
made them fall.

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This update is in honour of my mom. We were busy making potato chips in the oven just now when I got whiplash but it was sooo sore. Like I legit cried and then mom panicked. She did all these weird things.

• Put salt under my tongue
• Stuffed chips in my mouth
• Then warmed the beanbag and put around my neck to ease the pain.

She's a bitch sometimes but I still love her.💙💙💙

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DD OUT!!

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