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Yoongi's POV

I was to shocked to move, to think, to say anything. All I could do was just stand there and stare at him and the cuts on his arm. Blood is blue, but when exposed to oxygen, turns red. Jimin proves that someone's blood can be golden, like my perfect angel's heart already is. Did he really cut his arm because of a stupid mistake that I didn't even want to happen? I felt so bad. 

"Jimin, you did this because of me?" I asked. My heart had already broken, more than I could handle, I'm sure his did too, so I didn't want to make this any harder on him.

"Sort of, it's because of you and Jisoo."

"Jimin, I'm so sorry." Was I really about to do this? I had to. "Jimin- I don't like Jisoo, I like-"

My mind had shut down, I didn't think about what I was saying whatsoever. "Jimin, I like you. No, I love you. Why did you do this because of me? You should have known that I love you and you only. I know we haven't known each other for long, well formally talked in a long time. You remember what happened with Baekhyun. He cheated on you with me, and then broke up with you. I felt bad, I didn't like him anymore, I liked you. I love you Jimin, please forgive me."

He just sat there, didn't say anything. I guess he was like I was a few minutes ago. "H-Hyung?"

I looked up at him. The moonlight from his giant window lighting up his eyes, making him look even more beautiful. "Yes, Jimin?"

"You have no idea how long I've wanted this."

"Me too. Me too."

We both sat in front of his giant window, staring out at the sea below. I'm sure it was Jiminie who made the water sparkle and glow, not the moon. The whole universe should stop to stare at his beauty. I didn't even know why I was willing to try in love again, I just guess Jimin made everything bad disappear. I took his hand in mine. He looked over at me. "H-Hyung?"

"Yeah? And don't be so formal with me, it's weird."

"Sorry. It's just- This is all I've ever wanted. Believe me, after Baekhyun I thought I would never have this feeling again."

"I thought the same thing, but look where we are now."

"Yeah, I guess so." He put his head on my shoulder. "Well, this happened very fast, do you see how we went from hating each other one minute, to holding hands and cuddling the next?"

"Well, it's what you do when you like someone. Just promise me, we'll take small steps at first." I wasn't sure why I said that. I guess I just didn't want to get hurt again.

"I promise. This is completely off topic but, Tae wants to have a sleepover with everyone tomorrow so, you want to come?"

"Sure."

"Okay, well I'm tired and sore so I'm going to go to bed."

"You think that's a good idea? There's still blood in the sink."

"Oh, right." He walked into the bathroom, I followed behind him. He turned the water on, washing the blood down the drain, along with the thought of ever doing it again, I hope. I grabbed a washcloth from the linen basket and wet it. "Tell me if it hurts." I began to wipe the blood off his arm. He winced a few times but never said anything. Once his arm was clean I took some bandages and wrapped them around the cuts. "Never do this again please, for me."

He nodded. "I promise. There's something I want to do before we go to bed."

"What?"

"You'll see."

He rushed out of the bathroom and ran over to his storage shelves. He grabbed a small box out of it and ran to the door. I followed, confused. "Jimin, where are we going?"

He laughed and ran out the front door. I followed him to the beach where he knelt down to open the box. I sat down beside him. He pulled out polaroids of him and Baekhyun. "You kept those?" I asked.

"I never thought I would find love again so yes, I did keep them. He pulled out a lighter. "It's not mine, it was my father's, I don't smoke."

He handed me one of the pictures. It was of me and Baekhyun. "Where did you get this?"

"I found it in his room, after he broke up with me. Are you ready?"

He took the lighter and flicked it on, the flame illuminating his beautiful features. He held up one of the pictures, lighting the corner and watching his memory burn up in flames. To be honest Baekhyun deserved this for hurting my perfect angel. He deserves what he was getting right now. I watched as the picture slowly burned, destroying all the hurt that Baekhyun had caused him, I'm glad to see all the bad leave. I plan to bring in the good.

He lit the remaining pictures and set them on the ground. Him with Baekhyun on a Ferris Wheel, him and Baekhyun with the Tae, Kookie, Namjoon, J-Hope and Jin, him with Baekhyun at Jimin's house. They were all burning in the sand. Once they all burned completely he handed me the lighter. I knew what he wanted me to do and I couldn't feel happier. I took the lighter, raised the picture to the sky and lit it up. The fire blended in with the night sky, like a star, matching Jimin's hair.

He stood up, looking out at the sea in front of him. I stood up beside him, letting the burning picture fall to the ground. He reached behind his neck and took off the chain. He let it rest in his hands, staring at the silver chain that held the last of his bad memories with Baekhyun. He looked at me, as if asking if he should do it or not. I nodded, I wanted him to get rid of all his unhappy memories, so he could just be my happy little angel. He took a few steps towards the waves.

He slung his hand behind his head and threw it through the night air. I watched it glow in the moonlight before eventually landing in the ocean, washing away in the salty waves. Jimin stepped away, smiling. "Let's go."

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I sat down on the bed beside Jimin. "It's been a heck of a day, hasn't it?"

"Yeah it has been. Thank you for everything."

"You're welcome. Thank you for being my angel."

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(A/N

This was the confession chapter and it was so fun to write!!!! It took a lot of time to get it right though. The shoutouts will be in the next part, because Wattpad is acting up and won't let me tag ppl. I want to thank all my readers and everyone who has voted, commented etc. Love youuu!!! ❤ THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 100 READS OMG I'M SO HAPPY!!! ❤❤❤)


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