Yoongi's POV
Dear Seokjin,
It's been hard. I miss him so fucking much and I don't know what I'm going to do. I don't even know who I am anymore. He was a part of me and now I'm missing that entire part. What did I do wrong? Why did this happen? Has he talked to you? Well, if he does, tell him I'm going to miss him and that he was my world. Tell the others that I'm going to miss them too, especially you, Jin. You cared for us when no one else would. I think it's about time that I leave. The beaches over here are really rocky so I think that's how I'll do it. I can't stand to be on this Earth when my life is on the other side of it. I love you all. Just remember, you're all my angels. Goodbye forever. -Yoongi
I dropped the pen, tears flowing down my face, hands shaking. I closed my eyes to calm myself and then put the letter in an envelope. I snatched the picture of Jimin off the table along with the letter and headed for the door. Putting it in the mailbox, watching the last known thing anyone would ever find of mine, made me feel numb.
It'll all be over soon.
I got in the car and quickly drove towards the tallest mountain I could think of. The whole time, I watched my life flash before my eyes.
My parents, the abuse, the drinking, the therapists, the dark times, my songs, Jimin, the rest of my friends, MinGyu, graduation, the plane fight, the breakup, now.
I was about to end it all. All the pain would be forgotten along with me. Jimin would find someone else. He was strong, he could do this. He was brave, intelligent, funny, beautiful, just overall perfect. If anyone could handle this, it was him. I truly believed he would be okay.
I parked the car and got out.
I stepped up to the edge and looked down at the rocks below.
Just do it. Just jump. It'll all be over. They can all forget and move on. Just don't think.
I took a deep breath in and closed my eyes, holding the picture of Jimin close to my chest. Turning towards the car, letting my back face the drop, letting go of everything, my memories, my family, my friends, my angel.
I let myself go, every piece of me.
And then I jumped.
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