Who Are You Now?

I Will Survive

Vic and I were walking to the park together. "So Mrs. Quinn." Vic teased. "It makes me sad enough that he probably hates me, please don't bring him up." I sighed. Vic put his arm around me. I smiled and rested my head on his shoulder. "I saw your video." He said. I blushed. "I sent it to the school website." He said. I gasped. "No!" I yelled. "I did." He said. "No! NO! Kellin and the people...oh my shit!" I said. "You sound amazing." He said. "I sound like I was gargling nails." I said. He smirked. "No you don't. Mayra, Just believe in yourself." He said. I shook my head no. He sighed as we continued walking through the park.

"Hey honey." My mom said. I went pale. "I'm sorry! Please!" I said on instinct. "No! No! Mayra, calm down. He's not going to hurt you anymore." My mother said. "I love you honey." She said. I nodded. I went to my room and called Kellin.

K: Hey!

M: Hi. Do you want to go out sometime?

K: Yeah! Sounds good.

M: Sure! Um when?

K: Tonight? 5 o'clock?

M: My place. Study Date!

K: Sure. To friends hittin' the books!

M:See you soon!

I whined and groaned while face palming. I am such a loser. I got ready. I was wearing black skinny jeans and a jiggly puff long sleeve shirt with blue vans. Kellin was in my room within minutes after. But he brought Vic. "Hey." I said slightly disappointed. Vic smiled. Kellin and I hugged. I blushed. Vic smirked. "So what are we studying?" Kellin asked. "I need help with a music project. I have to sing something on video and send it to my teacher." I said. Kellin nodded. "Can you help me record it? My lap top is broke." I said. Kellin asked for my camera. In a matter of minutes I was pouring my heart out to I Will Survive By Gloria Gaynor.

"At first I was afraid I was petrified Kept thinking I could never live without you by my side But then I spent so many nights thinking how you did me wrong And I grew strong And I learned how to get along and so you're back from outer space I just walked in to find you here with that sad look upon your face I should have changed that stupid lock I should have made you leave your key If I had known for just one second you'd be back to bother me Go on now go walk out the door just turn around now 'cause you're not welcome anymore weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye Did you think I'd crumble Did you think I'd lay down and die Oh no, not I I will survive Oh as long as I know how to love I know I will stay alive I've got all my life to live I've got all my love to give and I'll survive I will survive (hey-hey) It took all the strength I had not to fall apart kept trying hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart and I spent oh so many nights just feeling sorry for myself I used to cry But now I hold my head up high and you see me somebody new I'm not that chained up little person still in love with you and so you felt like dropping in and just expect me to be free and now I'm saving all my loving for someone who's loving me Go on now go walk out the door just turn around now 'cause you're not welcome anymore weren't you the one who tried to break me with goodbye Did you think I'd crumble Did you think I'd lay down and die Oh no, not I I will survive Oh as long as I know how to love I know I will stay alive I've got all my life to live I've got all my love to give and I'll survive I will survive[x2]."

Kellin and Vic glanced at eachother before smiling and clapping. I blushed and turned the camera off. "You Sound Beautiful!" My mom and sister said. I said thanks to everyone. I know they only say those things out of sympathy or pity.