[ It's you ] • ft Bts V & Red Velvet Irene •

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"Ano ba kasi 'yang mahalagang sasabihin niyo samin?" Kasalukuyan kaming nakaupo ni taehyung sa harapan ng magulang ko. Pagkatapos kasi naming magpacheck up sa tito niya kanina, dumiretso na kami dito sa magulang ko.

Hindi ko makita ang totoong expression ng mga mukha nila kaya hindi ko masabi kung kinakabahan ba sila or excited or galit or what. Taehyung held my hand kaya lalo akong kinabahan. I looked at them.

"Eomma.. a-appa.." napayuko ako. Hindi naman sa ayaw kong sabihin sa kanila. Syempre, kinakabahan ako sa magiging reaction or sasabihin nila samin ni taehyung. Hello, everyone. Rookie palang ako sa kpop industry tapos ganto na, diba?

"Joohyun-ah sasabihin mo ba—" i gulped.

"Buntispoako" mabilis na sabi ko. I looked at them. Nanlaki ang mga mata nila at mukhang naintindihan ang sinabi ko. My father stood up habang nakatingin kay taehyung at lumapit dito.

"A-appa—"

"Sabi na nga ba't sayo ako magkaka-apo, taehyung-ah!" Malakas na sabi niya saka tumawa at nakipag apir pa kay taehyung. Tumawa si taehyung habang si eomma, nakatingin sakin. Her tears fell kaya lumapit ako sa kanya habang busy ang tatay ko sa tatay ng magiging anak ko.

My mom held my hand saka inipit ang ilang hibla ng buhok sa kaliwang tenga ko. She smiled.

"After saying that, many thought came into me. Like, paano pag nalaman ng fans niyo na buntis ka? Magagalit sila. Baka mawala ka sa Red velvet. Dati, ang pangarap ko para sayo eh matupad ang pangarap mo. You made me beyond proud when you debuted under the name of Red velvet, became the leader and inspired many people. Baby, that's enough. All I want for you is be happy. And I'm glad, inabutan ko pa 'to." She touched my tummy while crying. Pinunasan niya ang pisngi ko na basa na ng luha ko and kissed my forehead.

"Taehyung-ah, promise me that you will take a good care of Joohyun and your child." She held taehyung's hand. V smiled and hugged my mom.

"I promise po" he said.

"Masaya ako, na masaya ka na anak" this is my second time seeing my father cry. Ang unang beses kasi ay yung bumisita ako dito at sinabing mag dedebut na ko.

He hugged me so tightly.

"You're my forever baby girl" bulong niya sakin at hinalikan ako noo ko.

"Tama na 'yan at baka mapano pa ang bata sa kakaiyak mo, joohyun. Kumain na tayo." Naunang pumunta sila eomma sa dining area. I looked at V. He's crying and it's so priceless. Lumapit ako sa kanya at niyakap siya ng mahigpit.

"Taehyung.. i love you" bulong ko. His sobs, i feel it.

"I love you.. and i love you.." he bended his knee and touched my tummy. Hinalikan niya iyon bago hawakan ang kamay ko. Sinuot niya ang isang singsing sa daliri ko. Nanlaki naman agad ang mga mata ko.

"After mo manganak babe, you will continue your dream with your members and I will too. Mag iipon tayo para sa kanya and when the right time comes, magpapakasal na tayo.." napatitig ako kay V.

I fangirl over him for the past 4 years. I went through alot para lang makapunta sa fan signing events nila, concerts. Just to buy merch, concert ticket. Seeing this guy makes me happy. Seeing him, that's enough for me but I know I asked for more. But being trainee under their entertainment, being able to debut and being able to be with him everyday, seeing him everyday, laugh and smile with him everyday, being love by him and he being my child's father, what more should I ask? I couldn't ask for more, everyone. Because now, I have my everything. No matter what happen, I will hold this so tight and never let this go because this is my life now.

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