medicine. (august alsina) (clarencenyc) COMPLETED

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i sat there waiting on august to get home so i could show him this bullshit. i'm so sick and tired of this shit, arguing with him.

i sat there starting to brainstorm about how i should finish this song i was working on called "what you won't do for love" but as soon as i thought about it august walked in.

"look who decides to walk in" i smiled walking over to him.

"hey ma" he said putting his keys down coming over to me trying to hug and kiss all over me but i dodged it.

"why you acting like that? quit playing" he said.

"quit playing? ha, look i gotta show you something. it's all over the internet" i said handing him the phone showing him the videos of him with his hands all over a girl.

"what do i look like to you? stupid right?" i asked looking him straight in the eyes.

"look baby...i can explain allat shit"

"explain what? you always have an excuse for something august.. i'm so tired of you and your shit. why do you do this shit to me?" i tried holding in the tears but it took over me

"you been fucking around with that nigga clarence, i peep shit" he said

"YOU PEEP WHAT ???! that he was nice enough to let me stay at his place so i could catch a flight to get to you?! that doesn't even give you a reason to go fuck around with every other bitch you put your eyes on. everytime i turn around you always doing some shit and try pin everything on me. clarence has nothing to do with anything so leave him out of it august" i yelled

"so you taking up fo that nigga now?" he asked

"i'm not taking up for anybody. just leave me the fuck alone. i don't even want you here anymore." i softly said.

"stupid ass" i mumbled.

"what you say?!" he turned around

i just didn't say anything else. i walked up to my bedroom with august hot on my tail

"i don't understand why you keep acting like this queen." he grabbed my arm making me turn to face him

"stop touching me" i snatched my arm back

"you don't understand why i keep acting like this? you keep doing the same shit, not only cheating but LYING to me august. for what? why can't you just be straight forward with me instead of making me look like a damn fool?" I spoke pushing his chest

"stop putting yo fucking hands on me!" he yelled which scared me a little .

"get out of my house." I said pointing to the door.

"i ain't goin' no where, i put my money in fo' this house too" he uttered.

i was gonna leave but he decided to instead

he walked out of the room & all of a sudden i heard the door slam. see, i couldn't keep doing this.

it was getting late, i was tired, i was stressed out... i tried resting but i was all of a sudden starting to hurt.

i didn't know what was happening... i called 911 & they were on the way. I also texted my mom and august.

i waited 10 minutes in pain.. thinking i was just having contractions, but i think cj was coming.

they got me lifting me rushing me to the hospital, checking my heart rate and blood pressure all that.

i cried & cried because i was panicking and in so much pain. I never been through this experience before.