Whisper Melodies[Poetry]

Light

I have waited for a long time,
Looking down my window every day to let you in.
And there is no light to for me,
All I see is a path of dullness,
Where I need to walk alone,
Searching for something that was never mine.

Thousands of reasons to retreat back,
I am rigid in love,
Never wanna see the path back.
Stepping on these stones,
I believe I am making a way for you.
Done for it's done,
You didn't even spare me a colour.

My painting is dull,
Without any colour,
Yet I choose to colour your art.
I am looking ahead so far where I don't regret,
Looking in this way,
I always feel I am making a hell.

My head is down,
Not in shame,
But in pity to myself.
I trusted you with life,
Now you are the one ruining it upside down.

The flowers that use to glow,
Are storming and screaming inside,
Dyeing as there petals fall,
Like you my love,
Are you still the one I once liked?

To the commitment of years,
To the soul that once you loved,
Show some mercy and never see back,
Because for the first time I see light,
For the first time I wanna live,
To search, know and think,
But a promise to never love again.

Your efforts were never less,
But see were they lead,
I don't see anything clear,
Cursed with the fog of your lies,
Seems like I am never gonna see the sunlight again.

And the last time,
I still don't blame you,
All you did was play your game,
I was the one, who fell,
So deeply to never see day again.

This was my destiny,
At least now I carry on in the dark,
Without a hope for you to ever return.