So, I'm currently laying in bed crying.
Because of a dream.
It was a great dream I'm not even kidding.
But the problem is, it isn't going to come true.
Anyway.
So basically, I went to VidCon or r merging to hopefully meet Markiplier and friends, and I did.
And somehow in the singular day I was there, Amy got me started on hormones. She and Mark also got me a binder.
The part that freaked me out was the injections because needles make me incredibly uncomfortable.
So while I was getting a fuckton of shots for some reason, I chatted with Amy and Tyler, because Mark was busy.
The one giving me injections, the doctor, said that we should check if it would be file in my shoulder.
And you know those dreams where you can feel a tiny bit of pain? This was one of them.
Anywho so, all of us complied. He put the needle in my shoulder...
And I woke up.
And cried for like 15 minutes.
Because I can't stand it.
Why can't this come true.
And yes, I'm back.
