HOLY FRICCIN HECC YOU GUYS
Okay so I got a book from my mom (It Gets Better) and I let her read it (she asked mmmkay) when I was done. I put a letter in the back for her to read after she was done. So she read it and apparently the whole reason she got it was because she wanted us to talk about the whole gender thing again and maybe move forward with it because she knows that the ways she reacted in the past hurt me, and the reason she reacted that way was because she was scared and her own mom, my grandma, didn't support her (kinda a non-fun grandma). She read my letter, we talked, and now she's gonna start calling me Ansel and I'm getting two binders holy shit yAY!! And I'm going to ask if I can go by male pronouns while at school hng I'm so happy!
Still a no to the hormones, which, I mean, understandable.
And to you people that are still not accepted by your family;
I accept and love you. And maybe it'll just be a while until you're accepted. And it isn't your fault at all. You are who you are, nothing can change that. It gets better.
It gets so much better <3
