Possessive Bitch [JENLISA]

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Lisa's POV

"I don't love you anymore"

I said those words without thinking. I didn't think that it would hurt her. I didn't think that i might lost the person that loved me than anyone else. I lost her by saying those words. I didn't meant it. I'm protecting her for getting even more hurt.

I know that she might forget about me, but it's better than remembering me with a bad memory. This way is better.

No, i am not sick or whatsoever. The cause of why i did that, it's Irene. She told me if i wouldn't stay away from her, she'll tell the secret that i've been keeping  for my self all these years and she'll mess with Jen ... I do not know how did she found out about my secret, but i just gotta be careful.

I left her crying. That was the worst thing i could ever do. Seeing Jennie like that made me so bad. I told her that i don't love her anymore, which is a lie. I love her more than anything else. I will lose her, i am sure. I hope she will find someone better than me.

I went to my Aunt's house. I told her what happened. And she said these things:

"If she loves you, she will still choose and love you."

Which is true.

[Sorry for the short update]