Phase 16
I feel frazzled and drained, I rolled my body to the left and leisurely opened my swollen heavy eyes. I sniffed around the bed I woke up in, only to welcomed Elos' familiar scent.
Wait? Nasa kuwarto ko siya? He slept here? Did Mom already... oh my God!
I instantly sat up in nervous and opened my eyes. My head pulsated a bit that I howled in pain, I couldn't clearly remember the last hour of my night last time. Ang alam ko lang ay nakatulugan ko ang pagsusuka sa banyo at wala na bukod doon.
Nagmulat ako ng mga mata at nakita ko si Elos sa isang couch sa aking kaliwa, couch na nakadikit sa pader na puno ng paintings. Kumurap-kurap ako habang tinitingnan siyang tulog doon. He's topless while hugging a pillow, the silver blanket was just on his hips downwards, hair is very messy that almost covering his half face.
Suminghap ako at muling napapikit sa pagpilipit ng aking ulo, I groaned a cuss in irritation. Fuck it! You are so stupid and ass, Ametrine! How could you drink last night never minding the next day?!
Pinahirapan ko pa yata si Elos sa pagbubuhat sa akin, at sa couch pa talaga siya natulog imbes na umuwi ako at nakatulog sana siya sa kumportable niyang kama!
I suddenly felt a light massage on the back of my head, nang lingunin ko si Elos ay nakita kong nakapikit pa ang mga mata niya habang minamasahe ang aking ulo sa magaang paraan. Suminghap ako at yumakap sa leeg niya, he chuckled sleepily.
"I did not expect a morning hug from my girlfriend today, I thought it'd be a morning slap." he said in a bedroom deep voice.
"Did I faint last night? Can't remember anything after throwing up." I said in a soft whisper.
"You were breaking up with me after throwing up, ADC..."
Napasinghap ako at humiwalay sa kanya, nakapikit parin siya at pilit lamang dinidilat ang isang mata. He looked so sleepy and tired, napansin ko agad ang ilang kalmot sa kanyang leeg at pamumula ng bandang dibdib. Mayroon pang bakas doon ng kagat!
Oh fuck, don't tell me I did that! No! And breaking up with him? Seriously, Ametrine!? What did you really do last night? You are fucking grounded!
"Elos! What?" singhap ko at napailing sa sobrang hiya.
He just smiled slightly and hugged my waist, hinilig niya ang ulo sa aking hita habang yakap parin ang baywang ko. He gently bite my thigh with his lips and nodded.
"It's all right, Met. I know you were out. Hindi ka naman makikipagbreak sa akin ngayon, 'di ba?" malambing at magaspang parin ang kanyang boses.
"Why am I breaking up with you, Elos? Did I tell my reason? Oh my gosh, I'm sorry." I said and kissed his cheek.
I can't believe I did that! Kung ano man ang iniisip ko kagabi bago ako mawala sa sarili ay... hell! Okay, now I think I know the reason of my actions last night! Was it about Antonia? Hindi ko naman siguro sinabi sa kanya iyon, 'no? I was clearly out of mind that I think I would never say anything about my own issues. Baka umiyak lang ako at sinaktan siyang pisikal habang nakikipag hiwalay.
He extended his lips for a kiss again, I gave him a peck. Ngumiti siya at tinaas ang kaliwang kilay.
Naaawa ako sa kanya, I don't know how much he suffered from my drunk version!
He smirked. "It's all right, we don't need to bring it back today."
Hinaplos ko ang kanyang leeg na may ilang galos ng kuko, binaba ko ang palad sa kanyang dibdib at marahan siyang hinaplos doon. I gasped sharply and pulled some of my hair to hurt myself in frustration, nakakainis kasi ako! Bakit ko ginawa iyon? Siguro ngayon ay nag-iisip na siya kung paano makikipagbreak sa lasinggerang girlfriend!
