five years has already passed, memories still latched and vivid yet their lives has gone back to normal--some of them.
lucas had hired too many man to find where baram have left but there's nothing change and no progress at all. everything seems to...
baram waited for jungwoo to come home. he told baram that he went to the amusement park with his korean friends.
baram didn't know how to feel. she wanted to stay here as long as she could because knowing that jungwoo have friends here too that also a korean, she wouldn't want make jungwoo feel sad when he knew he had to leave america to back to korea.
who knows that jungwoo is now comfortable in america and not want to go back?
baram didn't came her just for her, but she also want a better start for jungwoo also.
and second, because knowing that johnny knowing someone from her past makes her confused on how to feel.
she had been thinking about what johnny had told her.
of course there's a thought where baram think about going back home to korea, there's where she was born, where everything start that make her the girl standing in america.
but the urge of coming home to korea stopped when johnny said he knew taeyong, the guy who maybe make her life also a hell or lucas' left hand. the thought of her coming back to korea made her think twice again.
johnny wanted her to meet taeyong, his younger cousin and that means there would be a thirty percent chance that lucas is going to be there too.
and there's also a chance that taeyong and lucas knew where baram is now. since there is no way that johnny didn't follow his own loving cousin on social media.
meeting them again would be the last thing that she wanted to happened when she came back. she wasn't ready to meet them again.
looking at their face would bring back the memories which she has been forgotten and that would just bring her back to the start before going to america.
"noona?"
her train of thoughts were cut off when jungwoo called her name. her head crane to the left where jungwoo was standing and couldn't help herself but chuckle when she saw jungwoo wear a mickey mouse bandana, a unfinished cotton candy on his right hand and a baymax helium balloon tied on his left wrist.
for a mere seconds her concern slipped out from her head when she saw her brother.
baram stood up from her seat before standing in front of him and ruffle his hair like she used too when they were still a little kid and where baram used to be taller than jungwoo.
"you know that you look so cute right now, right?" baram asks.
looking at him right now bring back the memories where she used to go to the amusement park with her parents every weekend and jungwoo end up lost but found him standing beside the cotton candy machine with his eyes glued to the cotton candy.
jungwoo gave baram a smile, didn't protest how the bandana have fallen off his hair and how messy his hair are.
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soon enough her smile disappear when her concern suddenly came back in her mind and the main reason why she waited for jungwoo to come home.
jungwoo realize her smile disappear, "is there something you want to tell me?"
jungwoo once yelled at her to why she never rely on him, to why she never told him her concern or when something going on in her life and since then, baram cannot hide anymore from jungwoo. he's getting better and better at reading her expressions.
baram pulled jungwoo's hand towards the sofa and prepared herself to talk to him.
"you know that i'm going to graduate design school in less then a month right?" she asks and jungwoo nodded his head, "do you... do you mind us going back to korea?"
"sure--"
"i knew it--wait what?" baram blinked her eyes multiple times and asks, wanting to make sure what she just heard.
"i would love to go back," jungwoo replied and a smile appear on baram's face, "i thought learning english would be so easy, but it was not easy at all."
a frown then appear on baram's face, "i thought you told me learning english was so easy!"
"at first but turns out i lied." he gave baram a sheepish smile before baram lightly hit her brother that almost drop the cotton candy on his hand.
"noona! the cotton candy!" jungwoo protest before baram took the cotton candy away from jungwoo's hand and made him pout like a little kid.
"noona," he called when baram was happily eating jungwoo's cotton candy before she focused her eyes towards her brother, "are you sure you want to go back--i'm asking because you were the one who had problems there."
the cotton candy was now placed on her lap. the question had her thinking again.
jungwoo said yes about going back, but she never ask herself if she wanted to go back. she thought that jungwoo would still want to stay in america for quite some time.
the part she wanted or not didn't came across her mind--well it did, but baram think that jungwoo is the more important one, since she was the one who drag her into moving out.
"i..." baram trailled off, she still can't find the answer to reply jungwoo's question. she didn't want to be far away from johnny eiter, he did a lot of things for her, helping her with her assignment and mostly being there for her everytime.
she didn't feel lonely at all when johnny was by her side. he fill every empty spots that she had and make her feel curious what will tomorrow is like with him.
yet again, he wanted to go back to korea. he wanted to do more things back in korea.
johnny is generous enough to ask her about opening a boutiqe together. work as partners.
baram didn't want to let him down when all this time he helped her without asking anything in return and. baram wanted to do the same like him.
johnny wanted baram to come too, to korea.
but come to think of meeting taeyong and the chance of meeting lucas, she wasn't ready.
johnny is still clueless of what is the boss' name that screwing baram up. the person who mess baram's life. she never knew what will johnny's reaction be when he knew that his cousin is working with the guy that make baram move from america.
"i want to go back too jungwoo."
--- heeyy readers i know im a bad author for not updating for more than a month i guess i am really really sorry.
and in return i will update a lot of chapters! enjooooooy!