Is this a dream ? ( Smosh/Ian Hecox fanfiction )

Different paths...?

{ The sun is filling up the room
And I can hear you dreaming
Do you feel the way I do right now?
I wish we would just give up
Cause the best part is falling
Call it anything but love
And I will make sure to keep my distance
Say, "I love you," when you're not listening
And how long can I keep this up ?
Please don't stand so close to me
I'm having trouble breathing
I'm afraid of what you'll see right now
I give you everything I am
All my broken heart beats
Until I know you'll understand
And I will make sure to keep my distance
Say, "I love you," when you're not listening
And how long can I keep this up?
And I keep waiting
For you to take me
You keep waiting
To save what we have
So I'll make sure to keep my distance
Say, "I love you," when you're not listening
And how long can I keep this up?
Make sure to keep my distance
Say, "I love you," when you're not listening
How long 'til we call this love ?...}
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I woke up the next day to my phone ringing beside me, I turned over and took it from the night stand without looking at the ID And answered while my eyes were still closed
" hello...? " I said rubbing my eyes and my voice sounding kinda sleepy
I heard chuckling from the other side " u know it's about 1pm right ?" Oh shit !! That's Ian
" um...yea !! Pff I knew that I'm um...I'm just uh using my laptop " I cleared my throat and tried to sound awake but failed really badly
He chuckled obviously not believing me " okay sure...well, since you're already up " he said sarcastically " I was just wondering if u want to go get something to eat ? ...cuz I'm really freakin hungry and Amy is out with one of her friends, her name is Angle or something like that " he chuckled
" umm yea...sure...um when are we gonna leave ? " I said looking at the time and sitting up
" um about 30 mins...? Is that okay...? I mean you're already up so u won't take that long right ? " he said trying not to laugh
" Uh yea !! Yea I won't take that long...okay um I'll see u in 30 mins "
He laughs a little " alright see ya then "
Jeez...did I really have to lie...? ugh well...he already knows I'm lying so...
I got out of bed and took a quick shower, then wore my knee-length black rain coat with some black leggings, then warped a scarf around my neck and not really doing anything with my hair. I heard my phone ringing while I was putting on my long boats so I answered and went out the door
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" mmm god...this is really good !!" I said as I took another bite from the pizza and literally filled my mouth...i really didn't care about how I looked when I ate cuz nothing can stop me from eating mah food !! Especially pizza !!
He laughed a little " yea it's awesome...um " he chuckles and looks at me
I looked up at him slightly confused " what...?"
" u got a little something..." He chuckled and pointed at his mouth
" where ? "
He laughed " right there " he pointed at the bottom of my cheek and I just blushed and said ' oh...' Then whipped it off and laughed " I seriously don't mind eating pizza every single day of my life " I took another bite " it's like the best thing ever"
" yea me too !! " he said and took a bite " I really don't know how Amy hates pizza "
Nope that's it...Im 100% sure now that she has something wrong with her...
Even tho I knew that before but...WHO DOESNT FREAKIN LIKE PIZZA ?!! UGH
I was really happy tho...i got to spend time with him...even tho I'm not his girlfriend or whatever I'm really freakin happy that I'm his best friend or something !! I still can't believe it...I'm glad that we stayed friends cuz it would've just been awkward
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After we were done and my stomach was gonna explode !! we walked out and it started raining...great...we didn't even come by a car
and god it was freakin cold
" oh god !! It's so freakin cold !!" I said as I started walking a little faster and the rain was falling harder now
" god I cant see anything " he said and started laughing
" well come on " i said and laughed when I turned around and saw him standing on the sidewalk with his hands opened wide and looking up at the sky while he got drenched " what are u doing ?" I laughed and shook my head slightly
" what ? Don't tell me u didn't do this when u were younger" he laughed and looked at me and I just laughed and walked closer to him
" well I was just worried about my cloth- eh fuck it !!" I laughed and looked up at the sky as rain fell on my face and he just laughed " you're such an idiot " he laughed even more
" oh shut up, you're the one who's 30 years old and doing this " I laughed and looked back at him whipping my eyes then making a face and he just laughed..god I love his laugh !! it's so freakin adorable
I didn't even realise I was blushing cuz we just kept laughing hysterically for a reason that I don't know and whipping our faces. then our laughter slowed down and I looked down still chuckling slightly and when I looked up at him he was looking straight into my eyes with his breathtaking crystal blue eyes and I just got lost in them again as all the memories flowed back...every moment that I looked at him this way...and I felt tears filling my eyes slightly...
" w-why...w-why didn't u call...?" I said and looked down slightly and blinked my tears away so I won't look pathetic as hell
"...w-what...?"
I sighed slightly and looked back up at him " w-when I left...why didn't u text me...?"
He looked at me confused and then frowned slightly " are u serious...? I-I called u everyday...and u never answered...I called u everyday for a whole year !! And u didn't answ-"
" woah woah what ?! I didn't get anything from u !! And I called u a lot but u didn't answer..."
He sighed and looked away " my phone got taken away by some fan and idek what happened to it but then I got a new one and called u 365 times...!! b-but u didn't answer...a-and that's why I was so fuckin depressed for a whole year...u think I just forgot about u when u left ?! No... " he shook his head slightly " y-you have no idea how hard it was for me...and u not answering made it worse...I-I thought u didn't care...that's why 4 years later I actually thought about getting over u...I-I " he sighed and looked away then ran his fingers thro his hair " it wasn't easy..."
A tear slipped out of my eye and my heart broke into million pieces...I felt terrible even tho I couldn't do anything...but I didn't know he felt this way...i seriously thought he didn't care about me...I still don't know how I didn't get his calls...I'm gonna talk to my parents soon..." I-I..." I sighed and looked down " I-I'm sorry..." I sighed a little then looked up at him and back down as rain hit the ground loudly " i-I guess we're just on different paths ...i-I don't know if our paths will join one day...b-but I don't think they will...I " I sighed and put a strand of hair that was on my face behind my ear And looked at him then turned my back and slowly walked away with my head hanging low while tears slipped out of my eyes and dropped to the floor with the rain...then whispered to myself
" I love you..."
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...It's been way too freakin long 🙈I'm so sorry and I tried to do the longest chapter yet even tho it sucked...BUT I tried cuz U guys got me FREAKIN 6K!!!!!! ARE U SERIOUS ?!!! U HAVE NO IDEA HOW HAPPY I AM !! THANK U SOOO MUCH !! I KNOW U MAY THINK ITS NOT THAT BIG, BUT IT MEANS SOOO MUCH THAT U ACTUALLY CARE ABOUT THIS SO MUCH 😍 THANK U
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