LUNA

35

"Sebastian?" I call out in a whisper while entering our room. I notice all the lights are out except the bathroom light and I start to creep towards the bed to check if he's sleeping. "Sebastian please it's me." I beg once I notice he's awake and is just ignoring me.

"The guys came to get me. They told me that you made them wait because you wanted me to have time to be angry. I'm not angry Bash, I'm not angry at you." I squat down so I'm eye level with him and he reaches out to push the hair from my face. He holds onto my face, but doesn't say a word.

"Well I'm home now, so you can't push me away." I stand up slowly before walking into the closet and quickly changing out of my clothing.

"Sebastian, come on." I try to get him out of bed, but he refuses. "Let's just take a shower." I offer and he pulls the covers off of his body for me to notice the bruises all over his hands.

"Next time you plan on punching things can we be more careful?" I tease lightly and he cracks a small smile. "And next time you punch something I wanna punch with you. Some of us have aggression as well." I pull him up and he looks straight ahead avoiding any direct eye contact. He does this the whole time we're in the shower as well until I grab his face in my hands.

"Look at me Sebastian. Please don't ice me out."

"If I ice you out maybe you'll leave and find someone else who you can actually have a future with." He finally speaks up and my heart stops at the sound of those words.

"Shut up Sebastian." I lash out as my immediate response. "I love you and I don't care, because I love you. We will figure this out."

"Why don't you just mate with Logan? He'd give you a future and he'd treat you right."

This is a conversation I didn't think I'd be having. This isn't one I ever thought I'd have.

"We're gonna talk." I reach around him and I turn the water off. "First of all Logan is a great guy and he treats me right and I love him."

"That's why I think you should-,"

"But he's not you!" I shout over him. "He wasn't made for me and he doesn't make me feel what you make me feel. He doesn't give me sparks when he touches me and he doesn't give me butterflies. You make me feel something nobody else could make me feel. Logan is just a very good friend who cares about me because he knows how much I mean to the pack. He takes care of me because he knows how much I mean to you."

"I want you. Logan is definitely not you. As for me having a child, well we can find a way to get you an heir to this pack."

"I don't care how many times we have to try because you're gonna get an heir and we're gonna have a son one day."

"I mean it." I pull his face down to mine and I keep his lips pressed against mine. "Please, just listen to me when I say it's you and that it's only ever gonna be you."

And so it was just us for that moment.

I let him know it was only him and I let him take me as his. It felt right in the moment and I wanted him to know it was only him and that I was going to be his.

I thought it was perfect, but when he sat up on the side of the bed right after I knew something was wrong.

"Garrett told me about earlier last night when he came to get you." He explains and I pull the blankets around my body.

"Garrett told you what? That Logan and I have feelings for each other? Because he hugged me and kissed me on the head? I just gave you myself and you think I have feelings for Logan?" I stand up before storming into the closet and grabbing anything to change into.