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"How'd you sleep?" Ryan asks when I sit in my seat

"Eh. I couldn't stop thinking about what I did wrong. I know I shouldn't but I can't help it"

"No you can help it. You just want to stay miserable thinking about everything you 'did wrong'. It gives you a reason to be mad. If you really wanted not to think about him you could do it. I mean you got rid of everything that reminds you of him."

"You know I'm starting not to like you."

"Sorry that I tell the truth. You want me to say 'oh i'm sorry what can i do to help' but i'm not going to because you're doing this to yourself."

"you're mean"

"and you're purposefully torturing yourself by thinking about him"

"sorry im still in love with him."

"Then don't be"

"Have you ever been in love"

"Well no but-"

"Then you don't know how hard it is to get out of love. If i could stop loving him I would trust me"

"Then you need to move on. Find another boy"

"Maybe you can be my new boy"

"Hey I told you last night I'm not fucky and being your new boy would be fucky"

"Then find me a new boy that isn't fucking fucky"

"There's plenty. In this room there's at least 5 good guys for you."

We look around the room and he points out boys who are friends with Cam

"Na they're all friends with Cam it just wouldn't work"

"Then I have no one"

"I'll just stay single and alone forever I guess"

"Well with that attitude you will."

"Do you have any hot friends from Boston"

"I have pictures"

"Ooo let me see"

He takes out his phone and shows me pictures of his friends

"Oh my god... he is so hot" I point to one guy

"That's me"

"Really"

"Yeah when I was blonde."

"Well you were hot"

"Were? What about now?"

"See I'd answer that but than I'd be fucky so I'm not going to say anything"

"Wow using my own phrase against me"

"What works works"
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"So for the rest of the week we will be working on projects. I'll give partners but you will definitely have to work at home. The partners are as follows"

He lists the partners and I wait to hear my name

"Lastly, Alyssa and Ryan"

"Aye hello parter" I say turning around

"Hiya so wanna do a poster or PowerPoint"

"Poster it's more fun. Also we should work at my house. Seeing as your aunt is fixing yours for you and I have this one huge empty room we can use"

"Okay that's good."

"When would you like to start?"

"Tonight? I have to watch over your practice so it'd work"

"Sure let me just tell my brothers. You can come home on the bus with me"

"Okay good cause I have to tell my aunt"

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