✅ In The Shadow//WDW ✅

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Well that was torture

I honestly hate group therapy. Everyone is so annoying and super judgemental

Its all girls and that makes it even worse

When I first started all of those girls, already had been there for a year and me being new they already had judgements

I told my story and they all were like 'oh it could've been worse'

I mean I know it could've been much much worse than what it was but still you don't say that to someone who just went through something super hard

However, there's this one girl and she's really nice

Her name is Courtney and when everyone was saying all that she stood up for me and told them to stop

I actually feel like a found a new best friend

I haven't had a best friend since Anna and it feels nice

I really miss Anna though. I know for a fact if she was still alive Cam would be murdered

I still wear the necklace she gave me and one day I'm going to get what she wrote tattooed on me

We always said how we wanted matching foot tattoos so that's what I'm planning on doing

I wonder if up in heaven Anna's watching me

Its weird cause like some times I'll just be sitting doing nothing and I'll feel a hug or something holding my shoulder

I wonder if it's Anna or even my parents that would be cool

Ryan- GUESS WHAT

I look down at my phone and smile when I see the text from Ryan.

Alyssa- What

R- I'm about to see youuuuu!

A- you always see me

R- I KNOW BUT ITS STILL SO EXCITING I DIDNT WAKE UP EARLY ENOUGH TO SAY GOOD MORNING

A- you know you don't always have to say it

R- I know I don't have to but I like it. I like knowing in any minute we can have a conversation.

A- I know exactly how you feel

R- are well we're hereeeee ah I get to see your beautiful face

A- you're so cute

I smile and see the car pull in

I walk over fast and jump in

"Helllooooooooo" I yell as I get in

"Did you have fun?" Jonah asks

"Yup." I hug Ryan and kiss his cheek

"See I told you you'd like it"

"Well not really. The girl Amaya that's usually the one to say stuff wasn't there so I'm happy"

"What does she say"

"Nothing important she just likes to add in her annoying opinion to everyone. Literally everyone hates her"

"You shouldn't hate people" Daniel says from the front seat

"You guys hate Cam"

"We have good reasons."

"No we have GREAT reasons. He's a dick" Jonah says and everyone stares at him in shock

"What?"

"You just swore... and you never swear. Plus you literally hate and yell at us whenever we swear"

"Well some people are worth swearing about"