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"Ugh I don't want to do this anymore" I throw my pen and paper and throw myself on the ground

"We literally just started"

"And I want to stop I mean who really cares about what Lincoln did"

"Um a lot of people. You know like the slaves"

"Shut up I was just exaggerating. Now come on we're getting food"

"I'm not hungry"

"Well I am now get up"

He rolls his eyes and we stand up walking to the kitchen

"We have no fooood" I complain

"Are you blind there's like everything"

"You need to learn that I exaggerate everything so don't take everything so serious"

"I'm really regretting coming over"

"Hey I'm a great person to hang out with you're just too judgmental"

"Whatever helps you sleep at night. Now come on and get something so we can go back to the project"

"We have like this whole week. We have sooooo much time"

"If you want a good grade we have to work all the time. So we actually don't have 'sooooo' much time"

"Ugh you're so annoying. Seriously we basically just met and I really hate you"

"Hey I thought we were friends"

"I'll think about it"

He smiles and honestly he has a very cute smile that makes him look hot

I can not start liking him. I'm done with guys for now on. I can't deal with another Cam situation

Ugh why is Cam always on my mind. It's really annoying and just makes me sad

Great now I'm sad and I can't stop it

"Alyssa you good."

"Huh?"

"You randomly started staring"

"Oh sorry"

"Are you okay."

"Yeah I'm fine"

"No you're not"

"What do you mean?"

"I know you're not fine so don't say you are"

"I just can't stop thinking about him. I know you say I can stop and I can control but I just- it's just hard. Like I lo-loved him and he didn't feel the same way b-but he said he did. He lied." I start crying and he quickly comes over to me and hugs me tightly

I cry into his chest and he rubs my back

"I didn't know he hurt you this badly"

"I-I don't want to cry about him anymore. I don't want to care this much" I sob into his chest and he starts to stroke my hair

"Shh it's okay. Everything's going to be okay."

"I-I hate him. I hate this. I hate everything" I say choking on my words

"Relax. Just breathe" he whispers

"I-I can't. I can't relax when he's out there being happy and I'm stuck on him! I can't relax when he is with the one girl that ruined everything!"

"Please just breathe. Please breathe for me"

I take a deep breath in and I start to calm down

"That's good come on keep going. That's right you're doing it. Keep going. See perfect" I finally relax and he releases me from the hug

"Thank you" we stare at eachother for a few seconds and when I notice him start to lean in I quickly stop it

"Let's get back to the project" I say

He snaps out of whatever trance he was in and moves back

"Oh um yeah uh let's go"
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"So where should we start?" I ask when we get back to the room

"Um I guess who he was. Like where he was from, when he was born and died, that kinda stuff"

"Okay that seems easy enough"

It is really awkward after our "moment" in the kitchen. Luckily the boys are having a meeting with their manager about when they will release the album and go on tour in Jonah's room therefore they didn't see anything.

"I found things!" He exclaims

"Oh good because well I have nothing"

"Well you have to find something for the project"

"I know I don't like boring facts I like more informational ones"

"Okay well when we get to that you better do your part"

"I know. You're worse than Jonah"

"I'll take that as a compliment"

I smile and he moves next to me. I wish he would move a little closer but I know he won't because it's "fucky". He needs to stop with that. It's really annoying

"You're pretty" he whispers very quietly almost to quiet where I don't hear him but I catch it

"Huh?" I ask

"What! I uh I didn't say anything." He says unconvincingly

"Oh I must be hearing things"

"I lied. I did say something" he blurts

"What did you say?"

"You're pretty?" He says as a question

"Oh thanks"

We go back to working awkwardly and I speak up

"You're cute"

"Oh thanks"

Again we go back to working

"Can I uh kiss you" He asks

"Um yeah"

We turn to each other and he quickly pecks my lips

"You could've kissed me longer" I say

"I-i never kissed anyone before I don't know what id do if I kissed you for longer"

"Wait I'm your first kiss?"

"Yeah. I know it's embarrassing" he looks to the ground and my heart melts he's so cute

"It's not embarrassing. It's actually cute"

"Cute?" He looks up

taking matters into my own hands i kiss him but way longer than before

"Very cute" I say

"I liked that a lot" he says smiling

"Good well we should probably go back to the project"

"We've done a lot though and don't you have soccer soon"

"Oh yeah I do. Ugh I just want to finish this"

"Again we have time" I roll my eyes

"Don't roll your eyes they'll get stuck like that" he says with a smirk

"Shut up"

"No" he sticks his tongue out

Before I do anything Zach walks in the room

"You have soccer soon you have to get ready now" Zach says handing me my soccer stuff

"K leave"

"He's coming with me" he looks at Ryan in disgust

"K... leave"

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