The unwanted she-wolf [BOOK ONE OF THE BADASS LUNA SERIES]

Chapter eleven: Are you always this creepy

Chapter song:Andra Day- i wish i knew how it felt to be free (Acrimony's soundtrack)

I wish I knew how
It would feel to be free
I wish I could break
All the chains holding me
I wish I could say
All the things that I should say
Say 'em loud say 'em clear
For the whole round world to hear

I wish I could share
All the love that's in my heart
Remove all the bars
That keep us apart
I wish you could know
What it means to be me
Then you'd see and agree
That every woman should be free

I wish I knew how
It would feel to be free
I wish I could break
All the chains holding me
I wish I could say
All the things
All the things that I should say
Say 'em so loud say 'em so clear
For the whole round world to hear

Lisa Vanderpump's POV
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It was still dark when i woke up. I stood from the bed and went to stand by the window and stare at the moon.  I see a few wolves shifting. I check the time and it's 05:00am.

I kneel down andpray to the moon goddess.

My gracious one Selene.

You've given me two mates and one rejected me and the other one is treating me like a diamond. I don't know what you have planned for me but i pray he doesn't reject me. I pray my life gets better. All my friends are happy. Abby found her mate, Lilly also found her mate and so did Anna, i hope he's treating her well. I have hope that my life is gonna get better.I think im falling in love with him. I just hope i don't fall in love with only for him to reject me but i trust and believe you know what you're doing with my life and i now put everything in your hands.

In your gracious name I pray not because i deserve it but because of your love.

Amen

"Couldn't sleep?" Damien's husky voice fills the quiet room.

I shriek.

"Seriously dude are you tryna kill me" i ask him and he chuckles.

I look at him seriously annoyed.

"Sorry" he offers.

"Uh so how long have you been standing there" i ask him.

"Long enough" he says and moves towards me.

"Uh-uhmm where's your shirt" i ask him blushing.

"I don't sleep with a shirt on" he says picking me up.

"Put me down Damien" i say.

"No" he says throwing me on the bed.

I squel. He climbs on the bed and lays beside me.

"So why are you awake at 05:00am"

"Uh well in my fathers pack I had to wake up this early to make breakfast and make it in time to school" i explain.

"I should've killed your father" he mumbles.

I turn around to face him and his eyes have changed colour.