Hoping Never Ends Well With Us

Chapter 6

Its been exactly six days since the last time I've seen or even talked to him.  He is even avoiding me at school, like things don't have to go so far over something so small. I told everyone that I don't care and that this situation doesn't bother me. Jay said I shouldn't care anymore if Rade couldn't respect our decision. Yet, as much as I wish to deceive myself any longer, I know that the distance between us is literally killing me. I've never been so physically and mentally drained in my life. I've never cried so much over someone's absence besides my parents. It feels like a new wound has carved itself into my heart. So I have been drowning in my own tears all week after school. Now that it is the weekend, I planned to stayed in bed 24/7.

"Ty get your fat ass up now." I heard Cherry call out. I moaned into my pillow. God why don't you have any mercy on my soul? If she is here, then I know that the whole crew is here except for that one person. My heart breaks a bit more knowing that.

"Fuck off." I grunted at her. Why can't anyone allow me to sulk in peace?

"You're acting like a child." Daniel said with a snicker.

"Okay, let me be." I retorted becoming even more irritated.

"It's been a few days and she is acting like someone has died." Chris said and at that moment I snapped.

"I swear to God, I will get up and beat all of you guys asses!" I screamed as I shot up from my covers and gave them my most intense death glare. They all just laughed at my fury. Suddenly Camren ran into the room giving me an apologetic expression. She turned towards the three bullies.

"I called you guys over here to help her, not fight her. I'm sorry Ty." She said with a lowered head. Guilt took over. They were just trying to be here for me. I sighed.

"It's cool. I haven't been myself guys. Sorry." I said rubbing my eyes.

"Girl you good. Now get dressed, we are going out." Cherry said with a large grin. This scared me. Cherry type of fun always involves something illegal.

"Jay wanted me-"

"Nope. Fuck dude. Reschedule. Cancel. Do what you gotta do because you are leaving with us." Cherry said determined.

"But-" I began only to be cut off by Daniel this time.

"No butts.........unless we are talking about your butt." My face instantly became heated.

"Ewwww you guys are into anal." Chris said looking around the room horrified.

"I mean if Ty is down then I am." Daniel said with a wink.

"Oh, I wanna join." Cherry piped in with excitement.

"GET OUT YOU NASTY DISTURBING PERVERTS!" I screeched as I swatted  everyone out the room with a pillow except for Camren. I closed and locked my door. I turned around and saw Camren already rummaging through my closet.

"I know your not girly but we are partying tonight." She squealed as she began to pull out multiple dresses. I sighed as I flopped back onto my bed.

"Honestly I could care less." I whispered.

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Soon we stood in front of Conner Jackson house. He always threw wild ass parties that always included booze, weed, and sex. Which is very wrong and illegal for minors such as ourselves to have any involvement in. I kept thinking to myself, I should have stayed the fuck home.

Once we made it inside the enormous house,  I found a corner and stayed there staring off into space.

"Oh my God, Ty cheer up. Come dance with us." Cherry wined bumping into me. I rolled my eyes.