His Nerd

Chapter Nineteen

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I sigh for the hundredth time in the last twenty minutes as I rub my temples in hopes the headache goes away

Everything that Mason said has made me double think things

I mean..his not wrong..Blake isn't really the description of a gentleman and his definitely aware of his effects on females...

Maybe he does only want sex..maybe he is really playing me...maybe he says whatever I want him to say so that he can have his way with me faster...

ughhhhh  

I'm so stupid

Getting excited over a kiss like that when it's all a game to him..

I chuckle dryly shaking my head

"Ten minutes everyone! Ten minutes!" 

I look up at Mr.Hister as I look back down on my page that is filled with pointless doodling instead of paragraphs 'elucidating our understanding of Siddhartha and the self'

shit..

Get it together Angela 

With one last heavy sigh, I begin writing hoping whatever I was saying was making at least the tiniest bit of sense 

wait...

Siddhartha is the Buddhist right?

 I'm screwed...I thought  facepalming myself 

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"Angela! Angela!" 

My eyes widen a fraction as I recognize the voice who is calling out for me

I readjust my bookbag on my shoulder as I scurried through the hallway hoping to not have to talk to him

"Angela!" 

Suddenly I feel a hand wrap itself on my forearm turning me around

damn it  

 I turn and see Mason looking at me sadly 

"Angela...I'm sorry" he said looking down at his feet before looking back up at me with a pained expression

"Mason, I-"

"No, pelase let me finish" He stopped me midsentence, "I was jealous, alright. I acted completely horrible because I was so damn jealous of him" 

I looked up at Mason biting the inside of my cheek shuffling side to side not knowing what to do

"You didn't deserve anything of what I said to you and I'm sorry. I'm truly immensely sorry" 

"I forgive you Mason" 

His eyes immediately look up at mine wide open as his famous smile returns to his face

"I forgive you but I will need time to move on from it" I finish my sentence watching Mason's excitement wash from his face causing guilt to wash over me

He casts his eyes downward as he nods his head forming his lips in a thin line "I understand"

I smile sadly at him as I turn around and head to my car releasing a breath 

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I drive towards the cafe feeling my stomach go in circles

I know Mason said he said those things all because of jealousy but what if he is right..what if that is how it is