His Nerd

Chapter Forty Four

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"No. You'll stay here," he said firmly, "I have enough space as it is" he reasoned

She smiled at him before nodding her head and complying

Wait...

She's spending the night?

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As I bit the inside of my cheek, I kept my gaze on the vinyl floor while my mind was going in circles

I refuse to be insecure

I refuse to allow a small thoughtless action make me feel somewhat vindictive 

Much to my disliking, my refusal was seen as nothing but a small suggestion ignored as I felt my heartbeat quicken with anxiety and my blood boil with jealousy and betrayal

I didn't want to be jealous but I couldn't help but feel as if I was competing over Blake's attention 

It hurt, even more, knowing I was losing

I blinked away the tears as I tried reasoning with myself

They're just friends, you're acting insane

They just haven't seen each other in a while and needed to catch up I said to myself as a miserable attempt to calm myself down

If they are just friends, then why did he not remove his eyes from her the whole night?

Why did his eyes brighten at just the sight of her?

Fuck

Okay, okay stop thinking

you're making this worse for yourself

"Angela?"

I snapped back to reality looking up at Blake and Gabbie who both shared a facial expression of concern and confusion

"Are you alright?" Gabbie asked me as she stepped forward placing her hand on my shoulder reassuringly as she knit her eyebrows together 

I cleared my throat before forcing out a laugh now feeling pure humiliation as it dawned to me how pathetic I must've seemed

"Yes, yes. I'm sorry" I said looking at her with a fake smile, "I was just in my own little bubble for a second" I finished with a smile on my face hoping that'd be enough to convince her

She looked at me with hesitation before shortly nodding her head and removing her hand from my shoulder

Yeah, her whole face screamed 'I don't believe you' but I was just glad she didn't pester on it

My eyes found Blake's who was blankly staring at me, not allowing a single emotion nor thought to be read from his face

I felt my anger slightly rising at Blake's sudden act of stone

He had to know I was upset

I know for a damn fact, my face shows it all

I've never been one to be able to hide my emotions so why doesn't he care?

The more I thought about it, the more I realized

My feelings are not in the wrong here

Blake has shown jealousy numerous of times

Hell, when has he ever not been jealous?

And what did I do every time he got jealous?