It's Demi. I'm probably at work right now, so leave a message!
"Hey... I uh.. It's Selena by the way... I just wanted to apologize for today and for everything really... I know you are still mad but I just.. I can't sleep because of the guilt I feel. I still love you, you know that.. And I'm quite sure you still love me too.. Love doesn't go away in a split second so that's what's been keeping my hopes up... Anyway, call me back... please."
It's Demi. I'm probably at work right now, so leave a message!
"Listen.. I'm sorry if I'm disturbing you but uhm.. I guess I'm just confused... Yeah.. 'cause I've seen you angry before and it looks kinda like this.. you being silent.. I don't mind though, but I just.. I'd love to get some clarification.. I mean I'm assuming you're done with me for good but.. I don't know, my mind is just messing with me.. I'd love to get a response.. thanks.. bye.."
It's Demi. I'm probably at work right now, so leave a message!
"It's me again.. uhm.. You don't seem to reply at all and I guess I understand.. You're usually sleeping by now, or at least trying to... And your phone is on silent I assume.. 'cause you no longer hang up by yourself... Anyways, I'm just dying to get a response.. The tension is starting to drive me crazy.. but I guess you already find me crazy.. so.. yeah, I'll just.. hang up."
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"Demi.. I just wanted to tell you that those photos.. they're.. I mean.. I didn't mean to make them. Like you said yourself, you're my first love and I didn't see any flaws in you.. I know it's no excuse but.. it probably explains something right? I don't know either.. but I just.. it's all a big ball of regret.. So yeah.."
It's Demi. I'm probably at work right now, so leave a message!
"... I just.. wanted to say how much I love you... I've been feeling really really bad for many years and you just came in my life like a gift from whatever deity and I'm just not ready to let go of it... I assume you know how the bible goes, right? Your parents don't really accept homosexuality so you must have taken a distance from religion and stuff.. Perhaps you know if God lets us suffer for a reason... Anyway.. I should sleep.."
It's Demi. I'm probably at work right now, so leave a message!
"I shouldn't let you hear from me while crying... I shouldn't let you hear from me when I'm weak like this... The point is.. I am weak. I hate to say it but I'm.. I'm so depended on others and it's just so.. stupid. I'm stupid.. Perhaps you'll learn to forgive me if you see how much I hate myself without you.. I know that sounds crazy.. I'm sorry.."
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"Just so you know.. I've.. uhm.. I've stolen a bottle of this liquor from my dad's basement.. It's nasty but.. I don't know.. perhaps it will numb the pain a bit.. I no longer know why I keep calling you.. I guess it's just my only way of reaching out to you.. I don't know if I'm making anything worse.. If so then I must have fucked up a long time ago already.."
It's Demi. I'm probably at work right now, so leave a message!
"I just wanted to say that you don't have to worry about me... I hate alcohol anyway.. Can't go too far.. I wonder if you worry about me.. I do worry about you though.. Are you sad.. or.. like heartbroken..? What if you're as heartbroken as I am..? I.. Gosh.. If so I don't know how to forgive myself.. I'm so so stupid.."
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DARE (Mature/18+) (Delena/Semi Fanfiction)
Fanfiction"Come here, my little one." "Yes, Mistress." I took the chain of her collar again and tugged it. She sat up. "On all fours." She placed her hands on the ground, walking on her knees with me to a place where there was more room. I could see the wonde...
