*the same day*
Graysons POV
I layed in my bed and stared at the wall. I didn't listen to music or podcasts or anything.
I was just thinking. Remembering.
Seeing Tatiana with Ethan, made me realize how much I've lost.
I always thought that she would always take me back if I wanted her, but now I'm not so sure.
Then I thought back to the moments I've share with her.
I thought back to her smile, her laugh, her cute ass face.
But then I remembered the violence.
But then I didn't care because it was Cheryl.
I wondered if she misses me. I wondered if she still cares.
I seriously fucked up. I could've had a real, kind, person by my side.
That was always there for me.
But I let myself be brainwashed and manipulated by Cheryl and my friends.
There's nothing else I could do about it.
unless i tried to win her back. could that work?
i though for a second while staring at my wall.
well she obviously likes me more because she was with me first. right?
i'd probably just end up looking stupid.
why am i talking to myself?
then there was a knock on my door.
"who is it?"
"e"
"come in" i said as the doorknob squeaked and then opened
"are you okay bro" he said "you looked upset a minute ago."
i held my breath. what do i say to that?
"nah i'm fine bro" i lied
"mmm you're lying." he said
dammit. how'd he know.
"okay fine. i miss tatiana." i said laying down on my bed.
he sighed. "i'm sorry bro"
i could tell that he doesn't really know what to do in a situation like this.
"don't be sorry bro, it's my fault" i admitted. because it was my fault.
i drove her away. i allowed people to change me. i became a different person.
and now she's gone.
(authors note thingy: omggg what is this??? and update??? it's been forever and i'm sorry guys. i'm trying to decide an ending for this story but i don't have any solid ideas. if you do, please please please help my non-creative self and comment some or message me on here i would help a lot bc my mind is so blank and btw WTF 50K reads. i'm shitting omg thank you💗💗💗"
"and yes ik this is short, but once i have a solid idea for the ending, it'll be longer and with more drama i promise"
