Realized

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ALISON DILAURENTIS

"Ali, you'll get over it. I'm sorry. I need you and I love---" I hung up the phone. Shit. Why'd I do that? Shit shit. Now Em is mad at me for hunging up the phone. I quickly decided to call her back. Voicemail.

'Hey, this is Em. Leave a message'

'Em, i'm so sorry for hunging up the phone. I'm really sorry. I have many things in my mind right now. I'm sorry Em. I need you too and I love you too. Can you come over? I think i'm getting recovered now. Call the girls if you want. I love you.' I said.

No Answer nor replies.

I sank in my pillow and screamed hard. Then I cried even more. Now my eyes are swelling. I haven't got a single sleep since then. I decided to sleep.

Zzzz.

My sleep was interrupted. I opened my eyes to find Spencer, Hanna and Aria. No Em. Where is she?

"Good morning Alison!" They all said.

"Good morning too. Where's Em?" I said

I hear Hanna cleared her throat.

I gave them a suspicious look.

"Umm..." Spencer said

"She needs to bail" Aria spit out. I saw Spencer giving Aria a look.

"W-why?" I asked terrified. I definitely know the answer, maybe she bailed because of me hunging up the phone last night.

"She didn't tell us the reason why. Do you know the reason why she bailed on us?" Aria said.

"I think I know. She called me last night. She was about to say I love you but I hunged up the phone." I said

"Why'd you do that Ali?? You know Em loves you Ali. You're doing it again." Hanna said angrily.

"Do what?" I asked.

"You're making her believe that you love her! But you're still doing the same before Ali! You don't know how much pain Em risked when you, Alison broke her heart! " Hanna said

"You know what? I'm going home. I'm tired of this shit" Hanna added.

Ouch. It hit me hard. No. I'm not doing the same before. Reality hit me. What if I am still doing the same before?  Before I can say anything, Hanna is already out.

I cried hysterically. I can't say anything.

"Don't lose hope Ali. I know you really do love her and don't think about what Hanna said. You'll figure this out. I know you can." Aria said, comforting me.

"Can guys please go, I know you have more important things to do. I'm gonna skip school tomorrow. Bye guys." I said, I shut the door behind them before they can say a word.

I just sank into my bed then I cried continuously. I don't know what to do.

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Sorry for the slow updates, I have my personal problems and i'm not in the mood for updating these past few days. I was kinda depressed. Forgive me, I promise to update more often.

- The Author

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