APARTMENT| Sanders sides x reader

Chapter twentie two: a broken heart and a time stop

virgil slammed the door and sunk down in tears.

he knew you were perfect...too perfect.

nothing that great could ever happen to him.

VIRGILS P.O.V

why did I believe that someone and absolutely stunning , as sweet and genuenly good...someone so incredible and funny and talented and just perfect would ever like me?

im worthless.

im not worth the effort.

i dont deserve her.

i shouldn't have had any hope!

im so stupid? why the fuck did I let myself fall for her?

...why did I let myself get hurt again. 

i stopped time and peaked outside of my door to see them all in the same places.

i stepped slowly to Y/N.

she was the only one who had moved.

she was walking to my room.

i brushed a hand against her soft S/C cheek.

this wasn't the first time ide stopped time to just look at her...ide stop time so I could figure out what to say or do.

i pressed my forehead to her as tears streamed down my cheeks.

i love her ... but I know that her happiness matters more than me having her so if she loves roman.

i'de live with it.

i can live with it...

i will live with it.

i placed a ghost of a kiss on Y/N's lips and went back to my room...locking the door before unfreezing time.

"i will never be satisfied...I know i'll never be satisfied..." I mumbled as I put my headphones on,