I can safely say that if it wasn't for nick I wouldn't have the courage to speak to you again.
He pushed me so hard to stop being a baby that I texted you.
"You have nothing to lose but everything to gain."
That was enough to motivate me.
It turned out though...that I had more to lose then I thought.
But I'm not going to tell him how miserable I am.
He'll end up blaming himself for pushing me to do it.
It wasn't his fault.
It was mine.
So if I see him soon I'll just smile and wave.
I'll tell him I'm ok.
That the fall isn't as bad as it looks.
He's been a good friend.
I shouldn't have him worrying for me.
I'll make sure he knows how appreciated he is.
STAI LEGGENDO
I'M Bullshit
Storie d'amoreI'M BULLSHIT! EVERYTHING IS AND WAS MY FAULT. IT WAS ALL ME. ALL ANGER SHOULD BE DIRECTED AT ME.
