I am a light. A bright light. There are always shadows in the corners of the brightest light.
Thats what I had you because with you, I was ok with those corners of darkness being there.
Because with you I knew I was safe and I knew you would come and brave the shadows and darkness together.
I know I'm a light house. I was bright enough for everyone to see.
But what made it great, truly special was that the idea that I was your lighthouse.
You made it seem that I was the beacon you came to when you lost your way.
I don't need anyone, I know this, I learned this the hard way.
But I wanted you. From the first time I heard your voice I knew I wanted you.
I projected on you a sense of hope.
A sense of true love and acceptance.
I hurt you often. I know.
All our infighting because so much got lost in the translation of texting.
It hurt me.
Because I was responsible for your pain.
I found something to light up my dark world.
But then it left me.
So often do I go back and fourth trying to see if what I am feeling is real.
It is.
Not because Im wearing rose colored glasses.
But because that girl, who couldn't stand me, the one who ate toast the first time I heard her talk.
She was what I was looking for.
If this isn't love why does it hurt so bad?
VOCÊ ESTÁ LENDO
I'M Bullshit
RomanceI'M BULLSHIT! EVERYTHING IS AND WAS MY FAULT. IT WAS ALL ME. ALL ANGER SHOULD BE DIRECTED AT ME.
