When I tell people about what happened. When I tell them why I feel miserable right now. I try not to be bias with what I say.
Yet I always get the same thing.
"Youre a great guy."
"It's fine you don't deserve her"
"I know that you loved her"
"we know you wouldn't hurt her or do any of the things you did"
"We know you well enough to know you won't ever manipulate her"
I tell them the truth. I won't hide my sins.
But I'm understating everything.
I feel as though as much as I underline and exaggerate how much of an asshole I really was they still seem to be on my side.
Can someone please agree with her?
Can someone please say she was right?
That I got what was coming to me and what I deserve?
I think from now on when I talk about it I'll just say it was all my fault and abusive.
Then they'd have to take your side right?
*this song I hear from your perspective.
I feel this is all you want to say to me.*
YOU ARE READING
I'M Bullshit
RomanceI'M BULLSHIT! EVERYTHING IS AND WAS MY FAULT. IT WAS ALL ME. ALL ANGER SHOULD BE DIRECTED AT ME.
