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Imagine Elijah #4

Song Fic:

Red roadside wildflower if I'd only picked you, Took you home set you on the counter Oh, at least a time or two Maybe she'd thought it through

I took her for granted why did I do this? How could I be such an idiot? It was a hug, just a hug! Shouldn't I be happy that she was so close with my family? God what is wrong with me?

Yellow sunset slowly dipping down in the rear view Oh, how she'd love to sit and watch you I could have done that a whole lot more

I run out of the house looking hoping she hasn't left yet, but her car is no longer in the driveway and she is nowhere to be seen. I look up at the sky and notice the stars. She used to love looking at the stars, she has been through a lot but she was still just a child at heart, which is one of the many things I love about her. She used to always try and get me to lay down in the garden and look at the stars with her. I should of done it more, I should of offered to look at the stars with her every night.

If I hadn't been so stubborn, been so selfish Thought about her more, thought about me less Joked and make her laugh, held her when she cried A little more that maybe I

I should of come inside. I should of talked to her and asked for an explanation instead I jumped to conclusions and ruined everything. This is not how tonight was supposed to go. I should be with her right now inside we should be watching tv, talking about our day, and just laughing. God I love her laugh.

Wouldn't be driving like hell flying like crazy down the highway Calling everyone we know stopping any place she might be Going anyplace she might go

I don't know if I have ever drove this fast, I'm just trying to catch up with her. I told Klaus to call me if she came back, I called Rebekah and Kol told them to call me if they saw her. I went to the Grille, her favorite coffee place, went to her favorite spot down by the lake. She wasn't there

beating on the dash Screaming out her name at the windshield tears soaking up my face

If I had loved her this much all along, maybe maybe, yeah maybe She wouldn't be gone, she wouldn't be gone

Every part of me hurt, I just wanted to find her, I needed to find her. I need to talk to her. Try to talk this out. How did I mess up this bad. As I am driving around like a fool there are tears in my eyes, and I want to tear everything a part.

She warned me it was coming said if I didn't change She was leaving I just didn't believe she would ever really walk out, God, I believe her now

She always told me I could trust her, that I should trust her. She told me it was me and her forever. Deep down I believed her, so why I didn't think about all of that when I saw her and Klaus.

Called her mamma, cried like a baby to her best friend If they've seen her, they ain't sayin', they ain't sayin' Now, I'm cursing like a fool, praying it ain't too late

I went over to her house Caroline and her mother said she wasn't there. I called Bonnie, Jeremy, and Tyler because I know she was close with them I was practically crying on the phone. If there is a higher power I am praying I don't lose her. I don't know if I could come back from that.

All I wanna do is fix my mistakes. Find her beg her for one more try, until then damn it I'll Be driving like hell flying like crazy down the highway Calling everyone we know stopping any place she might be going anyplace she might go

I just want to fix this, I don't want to lose her, I want to explain. I won't give up I need to find her .

beating on the dash Screaming out her name at the windshield tears soaking up my face If I had loved her this much all along, maybe maybe, yeah maybe She wouldn't be gone

The sun is rising, as I pull into the driveway of my home. I didn't find her I looked everywhere. I hate myself more than I ever thought possible right now. I go upstairs and into my room I look around I can still smell her scent, every corner of this room reminds me of her. I get angry and put my fist through my bedroom wall before destroying everything in there. Smashing apart my television, ripping the sheet and pillows a part, throwing my mattress out the window, punching holes in the wall, smashing my bedside lamp. I probably seemed like a crazy person, but the truth is I was just heartbroken I sat on the ground in the middle of the mess I made just begging quietly to myself that she would come back.

Okay! sooo... this one is kind of a part 2 to the last Elijah imagine I posted and there will most likely be a part 3! I just really wanted to write this one because I love this song and this is what was playing in my head while writing that last imagine.

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