Through My Eyes

Sayonara

We arrived home late that day. We didn't have the luxury to talk we just placed everything inside our room, changed clothes then dived to our bed to take some rest. I also need to recharge as I have to go to work early the next morning.

We said goodnight to each other then cuddled, and in no time, we're both fast asleep.

I was already awake before my alarm sounded. I was just staring at the ceiling thinking about what will happen after I leave. 

Will she find someone new immediately? Will she really choose to be with somebody else but me?

Am I really not enough? How can her love just fade away?

Am I really meant to be alone?

My thoughts were disrupted when I felt her hugging me tighter. I smiled.

"B... Wag ka na lang pumasok... Please..." She whispered, still with her eyes closed.

"I can't B... First day of my new hire class today. No other trainer can do it. I am still mentoring someone who can one day take over." I replied.

"Pagod ka pa B. I'm sure they can find a way..." She insisted.

"As much as I wanted to stay B. I can't, ayaw kong pahirapan yung iba while I'm here at home," I replied.

"Bakit kasi ang responsible mo ehhhh..." B said.

"Eh matino lang ako hehehe..." I joked.

"Napakacareer oriented kamo!" She laughed.

"Well, alam mo naman goal natin diba? Trainer of the Year!" I laughed.

She laughed too and said, "Pag hindi ka pa naging trainer of the year sa mga pinaggagawa mo ewan ko na lang..."

I just smiled and kiss her forehead.

"Oh, I'll take a shower na ng makapasok..." I said while getting off the bed.

"Sama!" She shouted.

I laughed and replied, "Ewan ko sayo... Matulog ka na lang... It's too early pa..."

"Akina yung damit mo so I can go back to sleep." She said.

I just smiled and took off my shirt and threw it to her face.

"Hmmmmnnn amoy baby..." She commented.

"Loko ka!" I exclaimed before I took the towel and went inside the bathroom.

After taking a quick shower and preparing for work, I booked an Uber as I sit on our bed.

I looked at her and caressed her hair.

"I'll be leaving later B... Papakabait ka ahhh... Just call, text or chat me lang... I hope you'll get the answers to your questions. I will always love you." I said before planting a kiss on her forehead.

Still, with her eyes closed, I saw a tear fell from her eyes. I immediately wiped it with my fingers.

"Everything will be okay soon... I'll always be there for you..." I said.

She moved closer to me and hugged me. I am too vulnerable at that time so I hugged her back then kissed her lips.

I wanted to tell her how much I love her but I didn't. I just kissed her hoping it'll make her feel how much I want her.

Our moment was interrupted by a call. I immediately answered it.

"Hello?" I answered.

"Ma'am, andito na po ako sa labas ng gate nyo." The Uber driver said.